Since its New years, ill do something that will make it better
Happy New Years!!! 2018
Breezy POV
So new years finna hit and I wanted to do something real nice. Benny hasn't been so freaky lately but I adjusted to it it was the weekend of course and we were waiting for 12 it was going to take forever because we were actually staring at the clock so instead of staring we were starting conversations.
It was a big party with a bunch of Aunt May's coworkers and friends and mainly family. Even though some of the family that I haven't gotten to meet or seen in a long time. I may introduce me to them a little while ago but now it's just me and Benny and a few other kids our age sitting around the couch.
I kind of wished Jazz and Mario was here but they have their own family to celebrate New Year's with. It's kind of uncomfortable sitting around these kids knowing I don't know anything about them. And hey, I could try and talk to them but my social skills have been very off lately since I became anti-social.
"what you usually do on New Years?" Benny asked, "usually we'd be partying and dancing and singing till New Years hit." I responded. Most of the other kids were in their own conversations but somewhere kind of listening so we didn't talk about our normal conversations. I wanted to just ask him if he wanted to go to our room and talk cuz I didn't really like how they were kind of listening to our conversation. I didn't want to seem rude or anything so I just sat there and we talked dry... as HECK.
"What would yaal do?" I asked him since it made since. "We'd have some family over and the kids would watch kids choice awards on Nickelodeon and kids my age would chill while the adults got drunk and stuff." He responded. "I guess we celebrate the same. " I stated. "Yeah." He stated.
After that whole conversation I went upstairs to my room because I was getting stuff so I can wash sincs it was only 11 so I had time to wash up put on my onesie and go back downstairs so then after that you know I went downstairs waiting on it to become 12. (It was a cupcake onesie)
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After putting on my cupcake onesie I stayed in my room for a little bit longer it was only about 20 minutes before it was New Year's and I wanted to say it was New Year's and I wanted to pray to God and tell him how thankful I am about 2016 and how I made it through the years.
Dear God, I am so happy that I made it through 2017 yes 2017 was a little bit rough because I was missing my old family back in Detroit but things got better because I had another family that was keeping me happy and understood me and try to keep me as comfortable as possible I also like the fact that my auntie it was able to take me in because without her being able to take me I will probably still be at the house or had run away and where would I have been at Nick's I'd rather not know cuz I'm happy with where I am now I'd also like to thank you for keeping Aunt May and the rest of her family a roof on top of our head and her being happy with her family well it's also my two but I'm kind of getting used to it still I really hope that you could keep me from having these positive thoughts and keeping me away from those negative thoughts about the past and that I can look forward and since I have a better role model in my life now I can really improve in many things that I may have messed up on or may have missed out on again I would like to thank you and without you out of everything without you I will not be in the place that I am in today because me not following in the right footsteps and you not got in me would leave me in a really bad situation and I thank you for everything you've done in the name of Jesus Amen
