Benny ^
1 year ago...
"So how are you feeling now?" Auntie May asked as she sat next to me as I are my cereal. "Its koo. I remembered to take my medication." I said slightly laughing. "That's good! Oh and sorry, I didn't have time to cook a breakfast today." She apologized. "Its okay. I was in the cereal mood anyways." I told her. "Well you did at the right time. Also, get ready fast cause I have to go to work earlier than usual." She replied.
I nodded and she went in her room. I cranked the rest of my milk and went upstairs. I bumped into Benny on the way. "Goodmorning." I greeted. "Goodmorning." Benny replied greeting. We walked pass eachother till he cane back up to me. "Oh! Yea we making another dance video today." He said. "Alright."
I replied. I got ready putting on my navi blue short with white pants and my white and blue Jordan air ontempos. I had to but my ontempos in my bag because its snowing. I put in my UGGS. Ever since I moved here, I've been spoiled. The first few weeks of school, I wasn't so focused still Reminicing about my old family. I hope they doing okay. "Aye! Alpha!" Benny said.
I came back to Earth and put my attention to Benny. "You good?" He asked confused. "Yeah, I was thinking." I said getting my backpack. We left out to the bus stop. I remember when me and the boys (Ar'mon and Trey) would stand here talking and laughing before the bus arrived. Trey had me messed up when he tried to take my toaster strudels.
I didn't notice I was smirking till Benny tapped my cheek. " huh?" I responded. "What you thinkin bout?" He asked. "It was a thought." I replied. "You miss them?" He asked. "Yea... alot." I said nervously chuckling. "I feel you. I miss my brother." He replied. "What happened to him? If you koo wit me askin." I asked confused.
"Nun. He just decided to go back to Congo wit my fam instead of livin down here wit us." He replied. "Oh.. I feel you." I replied as he looks over to me. "How?" He asked. "Ion wanna say right now." I told him. "Its koo." He threw his arm around my shoulder and tightened the grip.
"We got eachother though, right?" He asked showing his pearly whites. Chocolate boys with white teeth, nothing beats that. I chuckles a bit before responding. "Yea bro." I said fist bumping his. The bus arrived and we got in at the back of the bus.
Flashback
"I almost forgot my phone." Dagger responds. "Girls what's on yo mind?" Ar'mon asks "ion know man."
Backflash
"Aye, before we do the video, can we stop at the store?" Benny asked. "Okay." I replied. Eventually, someone came up to me. "Are you Alpha?" The boy asked. "Uhhh yea. Why?" I asked. "Wait, you that girl from worldstar!" The not said a bit loud. Everyone as looking back and communicating. "Huh?" I was confused. "You beat up that girl 2 years ago! Your a whole meme!" I didn't know since I deleted all instagram and stuff.
Everyone started tryna talk to me. I was having a anxiety attack. This was really over whelming. Benny noticed and started speaking for me. "Aye go back to where yaal was at. Yaal can talk to her later." He said. People started goin back to there seat but not everyone. We arrived at the school and everyone left off the bus. Benny took my stuff to my class and I went to the bathroom.
We arranged that we share lockers cause Auntie May wanted us to. She has bad trust issues. I went to sit down in first hour wait on for class to start. I'm all my classes, I was really quiet. Ian wanna talk to anyone and when they tried, is just cut it short.
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It was lunch and Benny came over to sit with me. "Hey." He greeted smiling. "Hey." I responded. "So you wanna eat here or go out to eat?" He asked. "We can go out to eat." I said and my stomach started grumbling. We met up with his friend in the parking lot and drove off. "What's yo name?" His friend asked. "Alpha." I replied. "Alpha Ypsilanti?" He asked. "Yea.........." how he know me ?
"You the girl who beat up my cousin." He replied. "Oh. Well she shouldn't of broke my phone." I replied. "You good. Its in the pass so I let it go. But im Meechie." He replied. "Oh I know someone named Meechie." I replied. He actually sound like him too. He got the personality too. I took a look at his face to make sure. It wasn't the one I knew though.
We arrived at a Chinese food place and I became excited. My mouth was watering and I hated this taste of nothing in my mouth. We finally got our food and I started eating in the car. By the time we made it back, I finished a coner of my food. We walked into the cafetirea and sat down. I finished the rest of it and threw away my lunchtray,......tray..... Trey....
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We got home and me and Benny was in his room. We were making a dance video to had and boujee. We was messin up but we was laughing the whole time. After a while we got serious and did it foreal. He didn't wanna do the song cause everyone was doin it, but we could think of nothin else so.
After we were done we was just putting on songs to listen to. My inner white girl can out cause 'Cold Water' can on and I was just into the song. Me and Benny was singing it terribly. I was doing it on purpose though. Then, Bryson Tiller came on. It was let me explain. "Can you trust me Alpha?" He asked "Yea. Duh" I replied giggling.
Benny singing (ish...)
Oh and it took a while to trust me.
Girl I had to work for it
Stl you don't judge me
I love the way you touch me
I'm feeling like I'm bout to lose you"It took a whole year." I replied
No lie girl when I tell you, you a blessing
YOU MY BLESSINGThat scared me making him laugh and making me laugh too. "You goofy." I said giggling. He was smiling big and bright. "Oh this my part." He said. He turned me torwards him grabbing my hand singing. "Yeoo" I said nervously laughing.
Don't be afraid to tell me that it's over
Tell me that it's over
No I don't deserve you the shit I never told you
There's too many thangs I just look you in the face
He grabs my face and turns my head torwards him.
I just grab you by the wait and act like everythings okay
He grabbed me by the waist swaying us back and forth. This on some Disney movie type shish. This was making me have butterflies in my stomach. Je pulled me into a high laughing. This ninja..Trey POV
I sat on my bed and pulled heard something fall. I went to go pick it up and it was one of Breezy books. Its the dam one from that one day.
Flashback
"Move weirdo" she said chuckling a bit. I was running up he leg. "Do you need something? I don't like being interrupted while I'm reading." Breezy said looking a bit irritated. I looked her in the eyes the whole time.
Backflash
Man I miss her. I wish I never said the things I said. I'd prolly have her in my arms right now....