Till It's Golden Again (The Wanted Fanfiction)

Part 9

Siva's POV

I need to see Nicole, I am glad that she's working in London for a few months. I do know that she really misses Dublin and our family there. She always knows what to say and what to do to make me feel better. She was the best sister anyone could ask for. I came down just as Jay was walking out the door.

"Were are you going in such a rush? We have a day off." I asked him. Sitting on the stairs.

"I'm going shopping and I want to get away before the paps turn up." He answered.

"Is that the only reasion. Is the another reasion in the form of a certin persion who lives next door?"

"Siva. Shut up!!" he went our the door and slamed it shut.

I only had to wait five minutes before there was a knock on the door. There stud Nicole. As soon as she walked though the door and I closed it she pulled me in for the worlds biggest hug ever. I started to cry and shake and she just hugged me. Kumar would have tried to understand but he wouldn't have let me cry like this but Nicole would and did. Thankfully she had never been in a situation like this but she we still knew what made me feel better. When I was in school and I was getting bullied she was my rock and helped me though it. She may be six years older then me and Kumar, but she understud us the most. She let me get all of the crying out of my system. That took me about an hour. Some how I was in the livingroom sitting on the sofa.

"Nichole." I wisphered.

"Yes Siva." she looked at me.

"I ended it with her."

"Good." We sat there in silence for two minutes.

"I feel so bad about how I did it."

"Why should you she treated you like shit."

"I ended over a text. I couldn't even ring her to end it. I can't bear hearing her voice. It was a horriable thing to do. I feel like a sleze, a dick."

"No Siva. I understand and don't feel like a sleze she doesn't deserve you decentcey and your kindness. Plus at lest it wasn't over Msn." This made me laugh Nathan crushed a girls heart over Msn back in the day when people used it like that man chat.

"Yes, you got me there. I always knew there was something off her. She never used to be happy just hanging out here or come out with the lads. She would only go to posh snotty places with me. We couldn't just have a laugh. It was boring."

"Also she was a bitch." Nichole added.

"I had it all with Nareesha. I let her go. I can't even remember why we broke up." I started crying again. I realised that I sill loved Nareesha. I put my head in my hands and sobbed. "I still love her, I miss her so much."

"Siva. Calm down." Nichole said. For the first time in my life I got angry. I was fumming at myself, mainly for spending so long on pretending I was over Nareesha. Getting with Leah was a mistake. I should of spent that time trying to make it up to Nareesha. I stud up.

"I can't I've been so stupid." I shouted. I then kicked the coffee table over. I heard the mug smash that was on there. "SHIT! That was Jay's Avatar mug a fan made him. He's gonna kill me."

I never quite understud why Tom punches walls when he got angry, but know I understand. When my fist made contact with the wall all the frustration went out off me and into the wall. I sat back down and felt calm again. But my fist was fobbing.

"Jay won't kill you. He'll understand." Nichole try to comfort me.

"I'll just have to hope for the best." I laughed.

"Siva I did see Nareesha the other day." I felt my face light up.

"What did she say?"

"Siva. She said how much she misses you and she still loves you. She told me she could see that you weren't turly happy. Also she gave me her number to give you if you wanted to ever meet up with her. Also she's still single."

The next minute her phone was ringing. "Speak of Nareesha and Nareesha shall ring."

She answered. I could hear one side of the convesation. "Hi." "He was cut up." "He's realised that." "He misses you too." "I've never seen him like that before he punched a wall." "That's a good idea." "About four." "I'll text you the address." was exactly how Nichole's side of the conversation went.

"Well. What did she say?"

"You my dearest brother have a non-date date to get ready for. Nothing too fancy."

Jayen's POV (TW's old UK MANAGER for those not in the know)

My phone hasn't stopped buzzing since 8am. It seams that the boys have been bizzy over the weekend. All the UK magazines and newspapers wanted interviews with Siva and Jay. A lot were asking for interviews with Jay's girlfriend. I don't know why they were asking me about that. It was the most hecktic monday morning ever. But I was thankful that Jay had told the fans about his relationship as soon as. One thing I wanted them to be was totally honest with the the fans. My main thing to do was to make sure Siva was okay. I rang Tom too make sure they were at home. He told me that everyone apart from Jay was in. He also told me there was a load of papps outside.

I drove quckly around to the small gated road behide the houses on the street the boys lived on. Each house had a garge on the other side of the road. I parked the car and when through the back garden and into the kichen. Nathan had his back to me. He was making mugs of tea.

"Making me a cupper." I asked him. The sound of my voice startled him and he jumped in the air.

"OH MY GOD JAYNE. Sure" he got another mug and tea bag out.

I was sat in the living room with Tom, Max, Nathan, Nathan's girlfriend, Siva and his sister.

"Right Siva you are going to be straight with the reporters outside. Say you've ended it with her and it felt wrong anyway as you were still in love with Nareesha but didn't really know it."

I THINK NAREESHA AND SIVA ARE TO CUTE TO NOT BE TOGETHER