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3:00 am

Again with the 3am bullsh*t, I sigh rubbing my face, still tired and now alittle angry. Why must I get these dreams? What's going on with me? And why do I keep getting effected by this crap!?! That poor girl, seeing her swell up and die, right near her hole and no one knowing or watching her to see what's going on!?!? It's now Christmas break so I have nothing to do....and not to mention it's 3 still so, I guess I'll try to go to sleep...

11am

      I wake up again, actually getting good sleep. I decide to go on my phone and scroll around on instagram and twitter. Then my sister walks in...' Hey dummy your finally awake' She smiles at me. ' yep! Didn't realize what time it is, must of been asleep for a long time...' 'yeah well...if you want food mom made some'. I get up from my bed and get changed.

     I'm the oldest of my siblings, I have 4 siblings and 4 step siblings, my step siblings names are Anthony, Cassandra and Ryan and Jordan who are twins, and my other siblings names are Michelle, Brianna, Ethan and Bear. Thank god my step siblings don't live with us cuz we have a small home, but they obviously live with there mom.

      I decide to go downstairs and see what mom made: pancakes, bacon and eggs, and there's fruit and orange juice, yum... I get some fruit and 2 pancakes and start eating. 'So are we gonna do something today mom?' 'Well I don't want to stay cooped up in the home so maybe we can go shopping, maybe go to Sephora.' Before I could say anything my sister screamed yes. My brothers and sisters were with are grandma, so it would just be me and my sister Michelle and mom.

        'OK well when yall are done eating we can go.' 'Ok!' Me and my sister said in unison. I waited for my mom to get ready and we headed out.

8:00 pm
     After all of the shopping and buy unnecessary amount of makeup, we head home with some food. We decided on watching The Avengers because I requested it. After that it was late so we all went to our rooms.