Jessies Life //hs

chapter three

Two days. Two days until I leave everything behind. Two days until I get to start my new adventure.

I'm not going to lie and say I wont miss my life here. I will miss the familiarity of people behind counters greeting me everyday, going to my favorite coffee shop every morning and seeing the local park. But one thing I wont miss is Graham. No, I'm not wollowing in self pity and finding comfort in my new boyfriends, ben and jerry, but I am sad. I mean one year? That's a long time.

I pulled myself out of my bed, or mattress on the floor, with a groan. I sat on the floor and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes with the heel of my palm. I widened my eyes when I saw black all over my hands forgetting that I didn't take my makeup off. I walked over to my mirror and let out a small yelp when I saw my reflection. My eyes were covered in black makeup stains and black bags, my hair was tangled and you could see the split ends. I want a new start in London, what's better then getting a fresh look for a fresh start? I got dressed in some light blue tattered denim shorts, a navy sweater with white words, a cute red bag with golden spikes and my black vans. I swiped on some mascara and put on some clear lip gloss while running down the stairs to my almost empty apartment. I grabbed my keys off of the counter and grabbed my iced coffee out of the fridge I made last night.

I walked out the door and was embraced in a warm sensation and a slight breeze. It was now almost summer and you could feel it in the air and see it on the smiles of peoples faces and the relief on teenagers and kids faces that they are free from their six hour prison. I got into my little yellow slug bug and drove down to the mall about 30 minutes away. When I got to the mall I climbed out of my car and walked up to the mall entrance. I went into all my favorite stores and started shopping for new clothes for my new start. I ended up getting some really cute black laceup black high heels, new vans, 11 new shirts, 4 new jeans, bras, underwear, 6 new dresses and a bunch of random things. Since I had money saved up from gigs with the band and my job at the café down the road from my house that I quit last week due to moving, I bought a lot of new things for myself and the new apartment in London.

The more I think about moving the more excited I am. Tomorrow is the last day of my boring life and I'm going to embrace my new future.

I walked into the salon and got my hair cut, and left the mall to pack the two suitcases of clothes, my coffeepot and little things from around the house , and to get ready for my flight the day after tomorrow.

next day

I have spent all day packing, cleaning and psyching myself up for my plane early in the morning tomorrow. I decided to call my mom and update her on life. We spent 30 minutes talking before she said she had to go. My mom and I have always been very close since everything with my dad happened.

After sitting on my floor staring aimlessly at my bare walls for almost an hour, I decided to go to the park. I have never really had any friends here so I don't really need to say goodbye to anyone.

I went upstairs to my suitcase and opened it looking for something to wear. I pulled out a comfy outfit of black pants, black shoes. black coat , black beanie and some sunglasses with a white purse.

I walked out my door and to the park 5 blocks down. It wasn't too close but I loved the cool breeze right now and needed to go on a walk and reminisce. After about 10 minutes of walking I got to the park and sat under my favorite tree. Every time I need to think or am feeling sad or down I come and people watch at the park. I like to make up stories about their lives and wonder what it's really like for them.

After about 2 hours of walking around and watching people go by it was 8:00 pm and was getting dark and less and less people were around. Im not afraid of the dark necessarily, but of what comes with it. I scurried up the sidewalks to my apartment and decided to go to sleep early. Tomorrow would be a big day.

OKAY GUYS NEXT CHAPTER WILL HAVE HARRY IN IT AND EVERYTHING I JUST REALLY DIDNT WANT TO RUSH ANYTHING SO YEAH HELLO