there's a boy out there walking around with my first kiss. there's a girl clutching my deepest secrets that i don't even have yet. there's a boy with the last name i am later going to possess. he holds my two words— those two words— on his lips.
so many people out there hold so much of my life. my first love, my first heartbreak. my first child. my first true best friend. my first time. my last love.
so many poems to be written and lives to be lived.
it's out there, it's waiting. ready to be loved. and i can't wait.