Auslly Mental love 3: New Beginnings

Hey everyone I'm so EXCITED to be on my 3rd book. So I'm only going to write 3 chapters for right now because it's almost 3 AM but anyway let's get it on!

Ally's pov

I can't believe this happened! My father, my superhero is gone! He's been my everything since I was 6 years old. Raising 3 kids dealing with there mixed up lives all on his own. I always knew the day would come when I would say my final goodbyes to my father. But I never expected it like this. Austin rocked me back and forth in the corner until it was midnight. I My siblings, Amanda, and I had been bawling our eyes out for that long. My throat is so sore, I can barley sallow with the sorry taste of pain increasing on my taste buds. My voice was a little cracked up from all the yelling and crying I did. I don't know what I'm going to do now! I no longer have parents and I've been thinking of my father all night long praying that he'll come back to us. I need my dad. He taught me the values of life and he still wasn't finished. My father told me a million times how to handle the world's weight on my shoulder. But this is too much weight! I can't do this without my dad and need him! It's so unfair! This shouldn't have happened!  You might think I'm crazy for saying this but I think my dad's death is all my fault! But why don't I stop calling it death because his pulse was never checked so he might still have a chance. Anyway it's my fault. If I hadn't bought Dallas in to my life my dad would still be alive right now! It's all my fault! I slowly remove Austin's arm from under me. That's right I'm sleeping with Austin but it's nothing sexual. The police told my siblings and I we couldn't stay at our house for a while. So Ariel went with her best friend and Luke went with zander, while I stayed with Austin. Before we left my house I grab a picture of me and my dad in my window and put it in Rydel's weapon duffle bag. I walk quietly to the bathroom and stared at the picture of my dad and I. It's a photo of me and my dad on his birthday. I was 11 in this pic, my mom wasn't around. I asked about her everyday but my dad told me the truth about my mom when I was 13. When I looked at the picture I got tears n my eyes. Daddy please come back. Please I whisper.