Back to where it all began (Maraduers era/James Potter love story)

Chapter 13

There was cheers all around, I wasn't really sure what happened until I left my lips pressed up against something. I pulled myself away and looked, my mouth dropped open as my eyes widened at the same time. I felt everything heat up and quite frankly I wasn't sure on wether I should be grossed out or not.

My lips touched...

"Rebecca!" I heard a shout coming from the crowed, Lily was singing out to me from down bellow with Severus next to her. They both looked shocked as they waved me over to them. My face blushed and I ran off stage embarrassed, Potter tried to grab a hold of me but I ripped myself away, not even giving him a glance.

When I made to Lily and Sev, i took them both by their hands and dragged them out of the Great Hall, I didn't want to be around anyone at the moment, let alone Potter and his friends- even if one of them was my father.

We found an empty classroom since everyone was in the Great Hall for the show and the three of us slumped against the professors desk.

"Rebecca, what was that?" Lily asked me quietly, shell-shocked. I continued to look ahead of me not moving, as if my actions finally caught up to me.

" I don't know." I whispered back, and honestly I didn't know what I did or more accurately, I didn't know why I did it. I was as if I was under the imperious curse and someone else made me do it.

" You 'don't know', what do you mean you don't know?" Severus stared at me, there was slight anger in his gaze. Wether it was from my answer or something else, I'm not sure. " You just kissed the biggest prat on the universe on the-" Lily cut him off.

"Sev, I believe Rebecca is quite aware of what she did, you don't have to repeat it!" She screeched breathlessly, unsure on how she herself should act.

" What have I done?" I asked under my breath," WHAT HAVE I DONE!" My mind was a jumble of thoughts, I felt like I was about to go into shock or something.

"Rebecca, Rebecca sweetheart. Calm down, calm down." Lily stepped in front of me, forcing me to look at her. She was trying to calm me but by now any sensible thoughts was taken over by pure panic.

"Calm down, Lily? How can I calm down! In front of the whole school I just kissed James Potter!" I was horrified, he was never going to leave me alone now, not when I 'finally' gave him what he wanted. Or as close to what he wanted. " Potter is going to think that I like him now, and now he's going to be a bigger pain then he already is!" I groaned into my hands, as I mourned for the slight freedom I had from Potter when he thought I wouldn't give him the time of day. Something I still wont give.

"Well at least you didn't kiss him on the lips." Severus tried to help, but I wasn't having it.

"That doesn't matter, even if I didn't kiss him on the lips he's still going to think I like him back and I don't. That kiss in front of everyone was a- split second decision, it doesn't mean that I like him or anything." I tried to explain, but it only made me feel worse.

"Well, you can tell him that. That it didn't mean anything." Lily tried to offer, but I shook my head.

"He wont care, give Potter an inch, and he'll take a mile.I kissed him and that'll be enough reason to run after me even harder then he does now." Lily patted me on the shoulder, sympathizing with me. She would know how it feels, he was doing the same thing to her only a year ago.

"And he and his band a buffoons are only play worse pranks on me now." Severus sighed. I turned to him and realized that it was true, Potter and his friends already treat him like dirt when he knew I didn't like him, how is he going to treat him now that he thinks I do?

"Oh Sev, I'm so sorry! I wasn't thinking." I threw my arms around his neck, hugging him close to me. " I wont Lety Potter do anything, I swear and if he does I'll hex him!" I gave him a confident stare, but he only smiled bitterly back at me.

" Everything's going to change now, isn't it?" Lily asked, looking at us. I shook my head and held one of Lily and Severus' hands.

"It's not, if Potter gets worse then I'll only turn him down even more. Any ways Remus wont let him get too bad- I hope." We look at each other wondering what's going to happen next.

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Hi everyone, Happy New Years! I know its been a long time and I don't have any excuses. You all deserve better then that. I decided to update today because I thought that I should give you guys something for the New Years, as a way of saying sorry. The past few years has been really busy, I'm in my last year of high school and I have to decide what I'm going to do and where I'm going to go. I just haven't had a lot of time and honestly I kind of forgot about this. I know, I know there's no excuse for putting this off, I'm sorry. I hope with this new chapter some of you can forgive me for neglecting you guys for 2 years, I know you wont immediately but there's still hope. I've read most of you guys' comments and thank you for all the support and for not giving up on me these last few years, really- thank you.
Now I'm not going to make any promises or anything because I really can't, I don't know when I'm going to update next or if I ever will- just don't give up hope, ok? While I'm on this topic, I seen a comment that told me that if I was not going to update, then for me to let someone adopt this story, and all I can say to that is well- I'm selfish. I don't want to give this story to anyone. It's my story, its my baby- a baby I neglect for a few years, but my baby all the same. I started this story when I was 12 turning 13 and now I'm 17 turning 18 in may, thirst is my favourite story I got on here and I don't really want someone to take it and change it to what they want. So, sorry but that is something I refuse to do.

Anyways, here is the new chapter, 2 years late. I know some people is going to be mad at me because I didn't have the Rames kiss in here, that it was only a kiss on the cheek, but they are only going to be turning 13! They don't need to be kissing at this age, I sure as hell wasn't even thinking about that at that age. Any ways its too soon for them to be having their first kiss, I want them to be older and It's definitely not going to be in front of Rebeccas parents. Any how, I'll see you guys next time i decide to update!

Kk luvs ya, bye!