ALSO stop trying so hard to be cool i've realized that this year i think i've met a lot of people who were genuinely cool. and i've also met a lot of people who were trying to impersonate that cool. you don't always have to try so hard to be cool. you would be surprised how many people just like you for you. right not it's hard and you're not clicking with anybody. like i said you're going to get to that point and you kinda just have to live through it. you can't think to hard about it. you just have to get thought it. it's just the truth. this year i've just been tired of people trying to be cool. i'm tired of people trying too hard to be like this cool mysterious person. you don't have to do that. it's not fun or cool. i think this year i've found myself. i'm not even on some dumb shit like "oouu i have my third eye, my third eye has opened, i'm finally me." i feel more confident in who i am as a person. i don't think i'm at full potential yet. i think i still have my demon to battle and that's okay. "it's okay to be not okay". not to sound so cliché and cheesy. but it's honestly it's the truth. i'm super afraid of losing this confident feeling. come to the understanding that not everything is easy. life wouldn't be as fucking interesting if it's was easy. and it's never really been easy.
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January 1, 2018
Spirituali think i've always been the same friend wise. to you you see all these crazy friendships that seem like they are a match made in heaven. you're going to go through a phase where you have friends you don't really fit with and you're just kinda with...
