The Holland Stories

Chapter 10: a forgettable event

Part 10 - 2018

I woke up. I gave tom a few kisses and got up. I had to pick my outfit for tonight. Nikki had invited her son and I for New Year's Eve outing. I ate some breakfast. I noticed tom was still asleep, I let him sleep more. He deserved it. I took a shower and proceeded to  come out and let my hair dry naturally. I brushed it every 10 minutes while I was picking my outfit. I decided to pick the color without knowing. I set some names of colors on papers in a box and mixed it up. I looked away and picked a color. Red. How lovely. I looked in my closet. I could wear the red dress I had been keeping in the closet for a long time. There was a slit that lead all the way down to my stomach, so I couldn't wear a bra. The dress was held up by spaghettini straps and the sides of the dress was also cut into slits. I picked out some red sparkly eyeshadow and black mascara. I picked red rouge and red lipstick. I picked some black heels. They were pointed at the tips and had studs on them. Thank god they were wedges otherwise I wouldn't last long enough. I decided to put my hair in a bun with some strands down. I then picked some flowers to put in my hair as decor. Tom was still asleep and it was 12:00pm. I wondered if I should wake him up or if I should let him sleep more and pick his outfit for him. I looked in Tom's closet. I could match with him by picking a black suit with red outlines. And a red tie. His suit was black felt and his tie was velvet. He finally woke up. "What time is it?" He yawned and stretched his arms. "Good night baby." "Good night?!" "I'm joking. It's 1:30pm in the afternoon." I said. "Fuck. I'm hungry." "Well go eat up tiger because it's New Year's Eve and we have to go out with your parents tonight." He jumped out of bed. I shook my head. I picked some black shoes for him and then went to the bathroom to do my makeup. I did my hair after my makeup and then put on my dress. I asked Tom to clasp the dress together. I was ready. I put on my shoes and picked my purse. Calvin Klein, red suede. "It's like you're going to a Hollywood Party." Tom said, leaning on the door and looking me up and down. "You don't like it?" I made puppy eyes. "Of course I do, don't you think you're a bit overdressed though?" He said putting his hands on my hips. "Well I do want to make a good impression on your mom and prove I don't just sleep until the afternoon and let my girlfriend pick my outfit for me." I looked at him. "You picked my outfit for me?" Tom asked. "Yeh. Go see, it's hanging in the closet and your shoes are under it." "Don't you dare take that dress off!" Tom said from inside the closet. He put on his suit. "We match perfectly." Tom said kissing me. "I thought you'd like it." 5:30pm. "Hey babe, you want me to powder your face a little?" I asked Tom. "This isn't a movie babe." Tom frowned. "Fine Fine, ready then?" "Honey, we live across the street we don't have to rush to leave early for everything at my mum's." "Good. Let's go." I said ignoring his reply. We walked out the door and across the street. Nikki answered the door. "Why is it you both who are always early?" She laughed. Tom pointed at me. "You go girl." Nikki gave me a high five. I rubbed it in Tom's face. We got inside and I saw Harry and Sam dressed up good too, which was unusual. "So, we're going to go to this party dinner tonight." Nikki said. "And I except all of you to be on your best behavior. Everyone except Y/n." "Hey!" All the others boys said. "We're just waiting for Hazza and Hayls to arrive, then we can go." Paddy said, rolling his eyes. I laughed. Haz and Hayley came about 5-10 minutes later and we drove in two separate cars to this big mansion in London. We got out of the car. Tom offered me his arm and I took it as we walked inside the mansion. Hundreds of people were talking to each other, drinking, of all sorts. Nikki whispered to me, "just don't do anything crazy tonight, we'll leave at 12:30am." Before she ran off with Dom. "The logical thing we could do is go have some drinks." Harry said. Tom also agreed. Hayley and I gave in and went along, Sam came along too. Paddy was with the other smaller kids. "Drink?" The waiter asked me. "Tequila" I said. He hit me with 3 shots. I was soon drunk, because the boys dared me to drink 12 in a row. The boys all went to go to the bathroom and so did Hayley and so I was left all alone, drunk and still drinking. A man came over. He was dressed in a blue suit. Dark hair and dark eyes. "Hey beautiful." He said. "Let me buy you a drink." As much as I wanted to say no, I have a boyfriend get tf away from me, my mind wasn't thinking straight. He bought me some scotch and slipped something inside the drink. I didn't notice and started to drink it. "So tell me a little bit about yourself." He said. As I came to answer, I fell unconscious. He took me and carried me upstairs to a bed room. I came around just a little bit. I looked around, in an unfamiliar place. I saw the same man. "The name's nick." He said. He looked me up and down. "You fell unconscious so I brought you up here and placed you on the bed." I looked at him but I still wasn't thinking straight. He stood up and untied his belt. "Wh-what are you, you doing?" I asked. "Shh." He placed his hand over my mouth. He took off his pants and pulled up my dress. I tried to scream for tom. I was helpless, vulnerable and weak just because I was drunk. He took off my underwear and he took off his. He held my hands behind my back and made sure I couldn't scream. "She's got to be up here somewhere that's where the waiter said he took her." I heard sam's voice in the distance. "Hmpphgaaahhhh." I tried to scream. "Did you hear that?" I heard Hayley say. The man picked me up and he went inside a closet. His hand was still over my mouth. I tried to struggle but I was still weak. I saw the others come in thru a slit in the closet. "Say anything else and I'll kidnap you and make sure I hurt you in painful ways you wished you wouldn't experience." I immediately shut up. But instead kicked the door really hard and saw Haz and Tom run toward the closet. Nick let me go and I fell on my knees. "Y/n!" They all said. "I'm so so sorry for leaving you Baby I never should have I'm so so so sorry." Tom started crying and kissed me repeatedly. Harry confronted Nick. "You son of a bitch." He punched Nick and Nick fell unconscious to the ground. "Damn....harry. Th-thank you." I was still drowsy. "We never should have dared you to drink all those and left you alone, knowing you were drunk. I'm so sorry y/n." Harrison said. "Guys don't be, the important thing is that you found me before he could've done anything. Just take me home Tommy." I let myself fall into his arms. He caught me and looked at the others. "Please tell my parents that we're leaving." Tom carried me downstairs and all the attention fell on us. Dom and Nikki ran over and asked what happened. Sam and Harry told them and they helped tom and I leave as quick as possible. "Mum, What happened to y/n?" "Nothing baby, don't worry about her, she'll be fine." "Haz?" "Yes, Nikki?" "Who did this you said?" "A guy by the name of Nick. Harry knocked him out upstairs, he should still be in the room lying on the ground." Nikki told Dom to go check it out and he did. Dom didn't find anybody there and told Nikki. "He must've escaped." Meanwhile, tom and y/n were in the car with Hayls and Haz. Hayley was holding your hand and your head was in Tom's lap while you were lying down. Tears slowly fell from your eyes and traced down to your ears and into your hair. Harry told sam, "I have to go with y/n." "It's alright bro, I'll catch you later, Yeh? Tell her I'm sorry for me." "I will." Harry hugged Sam and Paddy and left and got in the front with Haz. "Drive to my apartment Haz." Tom said. Haz started driving. Tom and Hayley whispered because you fell asleep. "I say we tuck her in bed and talk about this." tom whispered towards Hayley. "And what we can do to prevent this from happening again." Hayley nodded. Tom stroked my hair and tears formed in his eyes. "This Party was a mistake." We got to Tom and my apartment and Tom carried me inside. He laid me on the bed and pulled the covers over me. He closed the door but left just a crack open because he was scared if anything happened to me again. "Her phone wasn't even with her." Harry shook his head. "Okay." Tom rubbed his hands together. "Whenever we are at a party. If we need to use the loo and one person stays behind no matter if they are drunk or not, another has to wait until the others come back." "I suggest we mostly be protective of Hayley and Y/n." Haz said. "I agree." Tom said. I walked in the living room. I had a hand to my head and I was looking like a mess. "What's going on?" I asked with one eye open. Tom walked over to me, He was still in his suit. "Let me dress you in your pajamas Y/n, you should get some sleep." I took his hand and he lead me to the bedroom. He took off my dress and dressed some sleepwear on me. I put my arms around his neck and gave him a slow kiss. He smiled and stroked my hair, "get under the covers."  He said pulling me to bed. He gave me some water to drink and I soon fell asleep with Tom at my side. He went back into the kitchen and grabbed a beer. He popped the cap and started to drink. Harry swatted the drink away from him. "Give it back Harry." Tom rasped. "No tom, stop drinking." "Give it back." Tom raised his voice. "Just for tonight." Harry yelled. "Shut it!" Hayley screamed. "Y/n is trying to get some rest, you're just making it harder." Tom and Harry cooled it. "You are all welcome to stay tonight. Hayley I'm sure y/n has some pajamas that can fit you and I have some for Haz. Harry? Do you want to stay as well?" Tom asked looking at his brother. "I should go home, mum and dad are probably worried and would want to know how y/n is doing. Send her my love when she wakes up." Harry said saying goodbye and walked out the door. "We'll stay." Haz said. I woke up the next morning. I had a huge headache and I couldn't remember anything for the most part. I could only remember this one guy and then Harry punching him for some reason and Tom crying while he held my face. I sat up. Tom jolted up. "Are you Okay baby? What's wrong? What do you need?" He blabbered. "Tom...slow, slow down." I had a hand to my head. "Do you have a headache? Want some food and pills?" Tom said. "Yes please." I said. "Tom?" "Yes baby?" Tom stopped in the doorway. "What happened last night?" "Oh...um, just worry about your headache love." He walked off. Hayley came in. He sat next to me on the bed. "Heyy. How's it going babe?" She said smiling softly. "I'm doing okay. Hayley? Tom didn't answer me so I might as well ask you. What happened last night?" Tom walked in before I could get an answer. "Here you go babe. Hayley can you help me with something outside for a sec?" Tom placed a tray with some food on it and pills with water on the side. "Yeah sure." Hayley said. "Be right back, y/n." She turned back and gave me a small nod. Once they were out of earshot, Tom said, "Hayley I don't want to tell her what happened. I don't want her to remember." "Tom you can't just do that! You'd be lying to her." Hayley shook her head. "Well it's better than telling her, hey honey, last night I left you to go use the loo and a man drugged you and almost raped you."  "No. Tom. N-o. No." Hayley said fiercely. "You're going to tell her whether you like it or not. If you don't she'll never trust you again. Oh, and if you don't tell her, I will." Hayley walked away and back to Y/n. I had finished my food and taken the pills. "How you feeling now love?" Hayley asked. "A bit better. I have a really bad migraine." Tom walked in. I smiled and pulled him in for a hug. "Thanks for taking care of me." I have him a kiss on the cheek. He looked at Hayley guilty and then looked at his hands. "Y/n you still want to know what happened last night?" "Yes I do. I only remember parts, I remember getting drunk, then I remember Harry punching this guy and then I remember you holding my face while crying." He took a deep breath and started explaining to me what happened. His voice choked up at times so I held his hand, I realized why it was so hard for him to tell me. He saw me get hurt, he loved me. It was too much for him. "At least nothing happened to me." I reassured him. "I'm supposed to protect you and I failed at being a boyfriend." He said. "Hey hey, look at me." I held up his face. His gaze fell on my eyes. "You are an amazing person. Not to mention a terrific boyfriend. Dont you ever say otherwise." I told him. He smiled. Haz walked in. "Guess who I found wanting her person?" He said carrying Lizzie. He handed her over to me. And I kissed her. "Did you guys feed her?" I asked. "Yeh." Haz said. "Take her on a walk?" I asked. Haz, Tom and Hayls. They all looked at each other. "Shit." They all said at once. "Don't bother, I'll take her guys." I said. "No." Tom said. "I'll take her." "No really babe, I need some fresh air anyways. "At least take someone with you." Tom said. I shook my head. "Babe I'll be fine, but just because I don't want you to worry, I'll take you with me so you can bring Tess too." "Might as well take Harry so he can get some shots then." Haz snorted. I laughed. "That's not a bad idea Hazza." "Hey why don't we all go on a walk then?" Hayley suggested. "It'll be fun." "Well Paddy's at school so we'll just grab Sam and Harry." Tom said. I grabbed Lizzie and her leash and then Tom came back with the twins and Tess. We all wore our thick coats because it was cold and we started walking. Harry brought his camera too. I took a photo of everyone besides myself in it, we were all standing in a row, tom was holding on to Tess and Lizzie's leashes. Haz and Hayls were leaning on each other and the twins had their arms around each other's shoulder. "Damn y/n. Sometimes I get the feeling you're getting better than Harry." Sam said. "Hey!" Harry softly punched his brother, hurt. "He's joking, Harry." I laughed. "We all know your the photographer in this group. Plus your my one and only favorite." I reassured him. Harry took some other photos and I posted a couple. The first one I took and one was portrait looking of Lizzie and I, my fluffy hood was on and Lizzie was wearing a dog beanie. I gave picture creds and tagged everybody. "New year walks with these guys". Some people commented, "wait y/n took the first photo? Damn Harry watch out ;)" "hahahaha" I rubbed it in Harry's face. Harry commented, "I taught you well, apprentice." "Roasted!" Some others commented. I needed to think of a good comeback and fast. "Wait I thought I was Hazza's apprentice??" I replied. "OOOOH BURN!" Some others now commented. "Yeah I have no come back for yet." Harry said defeated. "hahahahah!" I cackled. We started walking home. Hayley commented, "tom and Haz won't even let me stand next to you in photos anymore :/" "Well next time you get dibs ;)" I replied. Another fan commented, "haz and Tom have a bromance, what do you call Hayley and y/n's relationship? sismance?" I liked the comment. I replied, "Sismance is now officially a thing. Plus-my sismance is better than my boyfriend's bromance." "All hail y/n the queen of roasts." A fan commented. I also liked that one. "Then who's the king?" One fan commented. "Me." Haz and Harry both commented. "Aight gents. There's only one way to settle this. A roast battle." I said. I put on my insta story that we're going to do a roast battle live and then have a poll to see who
did better. We got home and took off our coats and boots and I said "are you all ready? Cause I'm starting the live!" I said. I started the live and Harry and Haz had a roast battle for a straight 10 minutes. It finally ended and I said, "thanks to the people who joined now please take a moment to vote in my poll for who did better in this battle." I ended the live and put a poll up. The vote was too early to tell, 48% Haz and 52% Harry. I'll wait until tomorrow to announce the winner. I thought to myself. "Hey guys lets go to a movie tonight." I suggested. "That's a great idea, what movie y/n?" Well I know Tom and I already saw this movie but you all haven't seen it yet. 'The Greatest Showman' and thought we could go to that?" "I'll see it again if you want to them to see it baby." Tom said. So we all went out to the movies. I loved Zendaya so much. I also low key had a crush on Zac Efron which Tom of course didn't like. Tom said he needed to go to the bathroom. I also needed to go. So we both got up and went to the bathroom. I made sure no one was looking and I went into the men's bathroom as well. Tom and I went into a stall and started making out. "This...beats...watching the same movie...again." I said. If other men came in, we would have to quiet down. When they finally left we would continue making out. We missed at least 12 minutes of the movie. I didn't care. Making out with my boyfriend in the men's bathroom was a surreal experience. Tom wanted me to undress and I said, "no not here!" At home only tom!" I shook my head. "It's time we go back, I'm pretty sure they've figured out why we're gone." We walked back into the theatre and I swear I could see the looks on all of their faces even in the dark. They were all smirking and giving me a "I know what you did" look. I felt myself blush glowing red in the dark even though it wasn't glowing. I sat back down next to Hayley. "So, on a scale of 1-10 how hot was it?" She whispered. "11. Definitely an 11." I whispered back. Harry said, "wonder how many times it's gonna take for you guys to just fuck in a movie theatre restroom." I turned to look at him. I felt my cheeks burn. "Why was harry so good at reading his brother's mind?" I thought. "We almost did." I whispered. He looked at me sarcastically in "shock". I whisper laughed. The movie ended a while later and everyone walked out of the theatre and said, "so you guys definitely had fun." They said looking at me and Tom. I put my head on Tom's shoulder. "Yes we did." Tom laughed. We took the car home. Harry and Sam had to sit on Haz and Hayley lap again because we didn't want to take 2 cars and there wasn't enough room. Harry said, "I can always sit on y/n's lap." I opened my mouth in shock and tom smacked his brother.  He laughed. "I'm joking bro calm the fuck down." "He's not joking." Sam said. This time Harry smacked sam. "Ow! Fuck off bro!" Sam said. "Awe it's like Harry and Sam are my boys!" Hayley said. "No thank you." Haz said. We all laughed. We got home and everyone went home. Tom and I went inside. We walked in the bedroom to change and I closed the door behind me and locked it. I tuned around. Tom was already shirtless. "Now I can undress." I whispered in his ear. I pushed him on the bed and sat on him. He took off my clothes. *fast forward to morning* Tom left for work early in the morning. He had to have another meeting with his manager again. This time his meeting would take 3 hours. Before he was in his meeting, I texted him. "Last night was amazing Tommy. Can we do it again soon?" "Of course my love." "I loved everything about it." I replied. "I loved your lips on my body. Your gentle hands pleasuring me." He replied. "I loved you going to places all over my body." I texted back. "I loved hearing the sweet moans leaving your soft lips." "I love you. See you soon today my love." "I love you too. See you baby girl." I got my period later today so that was a good sign I wasn't pregnant. I got a bit cranky when Tom came home, so he called Hayley and asked if anything was wrong and Hayley just laughed and said I must be on my period. "What should I do?" "You can't do anything but buy her some chocolate and cuddle with her under a cozy blanket and watch a movie." She replied trying hard not to giggle. "I'm sorry Hayley I don't know how girls work." He sounded sassy. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Anyway just do that and you'll be fine for a week." "Damn! I can't have sex for a week." Tom whined. "Did not need to know that over the phone. But you can but I wouldn't recommend it." Hayley said. "Ughhh. Okay thanks Hayls. Bye!" He hung up. "Y/n I'll be back soon." "Okay! Bye! I love you!" "I love you too!" Tom came back home an hour later with some chocolates and a new soft cozy blanket. We watched Fifty Shades of Grey. I was very happy tom got me chocolate. We fell asleep on the couch and woke up at 2am. I checked my phone and saw Harry had won the roast battle by far. We both hurried to bed because it was cold. We slept until 8:30 next morning.