And I thought it was Impossible

A/N : HEY GUYS ! So while I'm on a break for Dangerous Love , I suddenly thought of a perfect ( Well not exactly ) idea for a short story :) ! Hehe ~ Here goes nothing ~

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Rain splattered on the windowsill of my room. It's weird how the droplets seems to avoid each other. Each drop landing perfectly beside the other . I traced my fingers along the spots where no droplets have hit it yet. I failed. The rain drops just keep coming down .

"Why do you do that ?" A familiar deep voice asked.

"No reason ." I sighed and looked at him . Tyler , perfect life , perfect looks . Everything .

Every part of me yearns for him . But that will never happen. I'm not the type of girl he would go for. It just isn't happening . I hate this feeling ! Lying down on the bed everyday , thinking of him before you sleep. Wondering when you'll be able to see him . Just for a little while . Stalker much ? You must be thinking . In a way , yes . But I don't physically stalk him . Of course not . I'm not that desperate. Not like those girls that throw themselves at him .

Yes , he's that good looking . But I don't just like him for his looks . He's nice to me , like nobody ever was , to me . Me , the weird girl who always get picked on for her ugly looks and disgusting clothes.

"Janelle? " Tyler looked at me curiously .

"Oh , sorry , I just spaced out . What are you doing here? " I asked .

" Our weekly study session , remember? " He raised an eyebrow.

"Ah , right . " I knocked my head . How could I forget ?

I took out my math textbook . I was bad in math . Tyler on the other hand , aced at in . We began to study . Him teaching me math while I in turn , teach him geography. After studying for what seemed like hours , we decided to call it a day . It was pretty late already.

We walked into the living room . My mum was in the kitchen cooking dinner .

"Tyler dear , why don't you stay for dinner? " She smiled as he was about to leave.

Oh no .

"It's fi-" He said but was interrupted by my mum .

"I insist , you keep rejecting every single time Tyler ! " She said sternly .

He gaped , " O-okay then , thank you for having me .I'll help with the dinner ."

I was partially happy with him staying . I sat on the couch and closed my eyes . Flashbacks of Tyler and me played in my head. The times when he talked to me during break time even though people were staring . But now , it seems , we weren't as close as before . It happened after he started hanging out with this bunch of jocks and cheerleaders. I mean , he has the looks and everything . Of course he'll fit in perfectly . Once in awhile , we'll walk pass each other , but I'll avoid his gaze. I just can't bring myself to smile at him anymore . I feel like I'm not good enough , like i'm one class lower than him . The feeling of not being good enough... So now , I only talk to him during our study sessions.

"Dinner's ready !" My mum cheerfully said .

I jumped up from the couch and walked to the dining table. I ate my dinner in silence .

"Ahem , so , Tyler, how's school?" My mum said , breaking the silence.

"It's fine , I'm really enjoying the senior year . I've made many friends and such ."

I snorted inwardly . Friends? More like attention-seekers. But who am I to judge?

With every passing minute , my heartbeat sped up . Faster and faster .

"Mum , I'm done with dinner , I'll be resting in my room ." I said and stood up .

"Yes , I think you should Jan dear , you look pale."

As I turned away , I could feel Tyler's eyes on me .

Doki. Doki . My heart beat.

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A/N: SO WHADDYA THINK OF IT ? COMMENTS PEOPLE ! I NEED COMMENTS TO IMPROVE ! :) I just had this idea while tweeting today . BUT PART OF IT IS HOW I FEEL . ;X IM PUTTING MY EMOTIONS IN IT . HAHAHA . I'll put up another chapter after dinner . TILL THEN , CIAO ~