PLAYING THE PLAYBOY [BTS X READER FF]

S E V E N T E E N

Its Friday today and is your last day before weekend. Your best friend and you have planned to tour around Seoul but nope. Your current manager didn't think so.

When you became an official trainee (like official, official) camera's been all over you, your diet has been awfully strict and your busy schedule always gets in your way.

Maybe it would've been easier if I just applied as a model?

You shook your head violently, as if erasing the thought.

And just as when you were going to your studio, you just have to bump into Jeon Jungkook.

"Y/n why are you-" you didn't let him finish his sentence as you quickly bow and walked passed him, like a normal trainee would do.

The others have tried. Really really tried to get your attention but no one won. They didn't know why you started ignoring them except for Yoongi. He knew exactly why.

It started Monday morning when Jin offered to take you a ride. But you just went straight inside the cab that you called and didn't turn around. Then Jimin when he winked at you. Then Taehyung when he waved at you. Then Jungkook when he offered you to lunch. And lastly Namjoon when he asked what's wrong, you pretended you have to call someone.

Guiltiness washed over your body but you shrugged it like its a house fly.

You arrived at your messy studio. Coffee cups all over the table, pens and pencils everywhere, crampled papers that isn't in the trash can. A messy place.

You decided to clean the mess a little bit so you can relax. You also learned that they gave you a special treatment since trainees don't normally have their own studios, especially a new one.

After a few minutes, its shiny clean. Arranged things, crampled papers inside the trash can and no dust. Perfect.

You've also received quite a few letters now. Even other companies offered to take you but you were in good terms with BigHit so you didn't took it.

BigHit was the least strict company actually. They treat the trainees very good.

You're very sure by now, trainees have started to talk about the eight of you. Since you're really close to them.

You sighed as you leaned your back against your swivel chair. You rubbed both sides of your head to help decrease the stress you've been dealing with.

"I thought ignoring them will lessen my stress but no. They aren't helping either!" You almost screeched when you heard a knock on your door.

"Is everything alright, Y/n-ssi?" A staff asked and you blushed from embarrassment, not knowing you may be complaining a little too loud

"Yes yes. Sorry for disturbing."

"Oh that's fine. It's almost lunch, don't forget to eat."

How kind of them

"Yes, I will! Thank you!"

You looked at the clock, 11:05

You have less than an hour to continue your work. And you did.

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12:45

"Woops."

You decided not to eat anymore since lunch was almost over. So you just went to the main room to have some coffee but when you reached the machine a hand slapped yours.

"I've seen you drink 10 cups already, stop it."

You looked up and saw Park Jimin.

"Wae? Its not gonna kill me anyway."

You continued to reach for the coffee but Jimin beat you to it.

"Yah!" You reached for it but he held it up. You continued to struggle while he suddenly got away from you and drank all of it.

"Park Jimin!" You let out a frustrated sigh

"You are not allowed to drink anymore of this!" He said sternly

You gave up and slumped your shoulders

"Haaaa. I haven't eaten. That was supposed to be mine you little fuck." You mumbled partly to yourself but Jimin heard it and his face immediately softens.

"Why haven't you eaten yet?!" You flinched at how high his voice was.

You started walking when you felt he was coming near you.

"Yah! Y/n-ah!" He ran.

And he caught you.

"Y/n." He held you on your shoulders and turned you around.

"Why.. why are you avoiding us.."

You looked down. Not knowing what to do or what to say.

"Y/n answer me." And then the tears started to fall.

Jimin noticed this and held your chin up. He wiped away your tears using his index finger.

"Hey.. stop crying. I'm sorry. Did I say something wrong? Its okay if you don't want to tell me why. Please don't cry."

"I hate you.." You hit his chest lightly as tears still continued to flow.

"I hate all of you."

Jimin's heart ached at how vulnerable you are in his arms. How fragile-looking your body is.

"I.. I thought it would be easier if I just avoid all of you.. I'm so confused.. This.. I'm not used to this.. I want to go.." You continuously hit him but then soon stop and placed your head in his chest.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry that you have to get to this point. I'm sorry if we confused you.." Jimin rubbed your hair and it was so comforting for you.

You stayed like that for a solid minute and pulled away.

"Thank you, Jimin. I'm happy to have you right this moment." You smiled and wiped the remaining tears in your face.

You were thankful that no one saw your break down besides Jimin. Or so you thought.

"Y/n I need you to promise me not to avoid us in any circumstances to this point on." Jimin said as he cupped your face with his hands

"I don't want to break any promises but I'll try." He let go of your face and nodded.

"Are you hungry?" He asked

"As hell."

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