--June 13---
Kaito said he loves me.
This wasn't the usual "I love you" that we've shared so many times. No, this time he meant as more than what we already have. Kaito and I are brother and sister, and we have something special [Sound familiar, Len?] between us.
He said we could have been a couple. An unseperatable pair. But that wasn't meant to be.
I am going to another school next year, along with Gumiya and Ethan.
Gumiya and I don't talk anymore. We have not said anything much past the usual lingering "Hi."
Ethan is a great friend to me, but he has liked me since 1st grade. He watched in the distance as I fell for many guys. I was too self-centered and clueless to realize that he liked me. I must have hurt him more than I will ever know.
Gumiya and Ethan are going to make life at my new school uncomfortable. Not that I have anything against them, but I really want- even need- to stay at the place where I've spent 6 years of my life.
With Kaito.
I asked Kaito why we couldn't be together now. He replied that we only had two days left together. Like I didn't realize that! But if I left, we'd both be sad. He wanted me to leave with a whole heart, despite all of the cuts he had made in them.
But Kaito, isn't two days better than nothing?
Isn't being with you the greatest reward?
Can you imagine what I feel now? For two years, I have chased a dream. For two years, I have begged for him to notice me, even just a little bit.
I got what I wanted.
Be careful what you wish for.
