Ideas and thoughts I have no story to put into

Thought #4

I laid in the dark room on the bed. The room was so quiet I could hear my heartbeat. Then the door opened. It was closed with a slam.

I didn't want to accept that the General was drunk again, but I had to because it was true. Instead of getting up and confronting the angry drunk man I just laid in the bed. I couldn't bare seeing him like that anyway.

After I made my quick decision, Hux started to kick the wall as bard as he could in out of anger. While kicking the wall I could hear him talking about the reason he drunk to forget again... His horrible memories about his father.

"Why did he have to go and take me from my mother. I was better off not knowing him anyway," he said. "I hate you. You didn't even care about me so why did you need me. You know I'm glad that you're dead! You treated someone else as your son and abandoned me. You are probably right I am weak."

His last words of his rant made me die inside a little. Why now is all I thought to myself while he was beating the wall up. Hux was almost like Kylo Ren except with out a lightsaber.

I heard a thud sound. I look over at Hux to see what he broke. He fell on the ground with all his emotion, anger, and most of all doubt of himself. I started to hear him cry. I've never heard or seen him cry in my life. I wanted to go help him, but I was clueless on what to do.

He started saying things that made me really upset. Thing like "I'm nothing to nobody." And, "I'm better off..." He stopped talking when I laid right next to him on the floor. I started to brush his ginger hair back with my fingers.

He turned around to face me instead of the wall. Hux's blue eyes were lifeless. I didn't see the man I knew. Either the alcohol did that or I never notice how the life was draining from his eyes day but say. I blamed both at the moment.

"I don't deserve you," he first said to me. I hushed him by putting my index finger on his mouth. We laid there on the ground in silence. After 5 minutes or so, I got him up and helped him to bed. I slept on the couch that was in the room that night.

I would not forget how much he really needed me. Because before that night, I thought he didn't care about me at all.

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