The Princess with Purple Hair | √ (Rewriting)

Chapter 7: More Surprises-Part 3

"What the hell is wrong with you you can't be doing that..specially with him!?" my brother was now yelling at me.

"look I was sad and confused were you ever there to even give me comfort..no so why the hell do you even care now!?" I asked him I was so angry that he was saying all these things an yet he's never been there for me.

"...but mae that still dosen't give you-" he was cut off by me.

"Still dosen't give me what!? you have no right what so ever to even be saying this to me you don't even care about me..!?" I nearly screeched.

I walked away from my brother while he was calling out my name but I just ignored him and slammed the door on my room and just breathed, then I realized that there was warm water on my cheeks..which meant I was crying.

I slid down on the door and started crying, crying my heart out something they never let princesses do because they say it means you're weak.

As a kid I never cried becuase I thought I meant I was weak so no matter how many bruises and scars, or how much pain I never cried I just stayed with an emotionless face.

People usally got worried cuase they said I was to mature for my age and that it wasn't healthy, but I didn't care I just wanted to be what everyone wanted me to be...then I turned 11 and I thought what the hell am I doing with my life, why did I want to be something I'm not.

So I started acting the way I do now and my mom hated that I changed at times she can be so understanding but she will never understand what I go through, she says she cares but I feel that she dosen't.

And my brother and sister could care less of what I do, they despise me I never knew why but since the day the heard I was coming to this world they hated me, I remember my birthdays I would spend it alone locked in my room cuase their was never anything good about me turning age, and hated being me, I hated everything.

After crying for who knows how long I decided to take a long nap and just wish I never existed, if only life was that easy...

Emmett's POV

I feel really bad about what happened yesterday I mean mae pretty much fell asleep on me while holding hands although that felt awesome I still feel bad I never meant for her to get in trouble by her mom and now my mom is yelling at me for even being near her.

Even though I love my mom to death sometimes I think she will be the death of me with all the scolding, i just want to be a reagular teenager that does whatever the f**k he wants but noo I'm the next throne so I have to learn the ways of my father.

I wonder what would happen if I was never royalty, what if I was just your ordinary guy..arggg why, why WHY!!

As a kid it was a dream of mine to become a chef I just loved to cook all kinds of things I grew up knowing so many recipes and now I'm able to cook just all of them..but also as a child I never really had friends cuase I didn't really do outside so I was lonely.

My 9th birthday came I was the happiest kid you could see and I was happy cuase I was happy, and nothing could ruin that day...except that my father passed away rught when he was cutting the cake, his heart was faling him cuase he had lung cancer I never knew he had cancer, all I knew was that he was sick...just not that sick.

On feburay 28th 2008 my dad passed away, it was...a tragedy and...I admit he was the best father I could ever ask for..although I missed him I still had to go on with my life so I guess I started trying to be more like me dad do whatever he did to be the right king.

And now I have to be forced to marry so I can be king and I really do want to be king but I want to do it by myself not by some marrige, and it's not that I don't want to marry mae I really do...