Depression // Quotes - Stories - Explanations

{ Whats Depression }

-- Depression.. Beyond your fighting and power things never seem to go well. Everything is dull, colorless, blurred. A sinking feeling that something bad can, and will go wrong. Screaming for help but not a sound comes out. The weight that keeps you in bed. Something that can't be explained as well as one could hope. Losing hope and joy in everything that once made you happy. Doing something can't seem to take your mind off of the feeling of falling apart and being completely lost. A feeling of being surrounded by a black abyss of nothing and darkness and there's no light. Being able to force a smile and laugh because you know if anyone asked you know you couldn't even start to explain without someone just telling you to, "Be Happy." Nothing works how you'd like. Its the feeling of 100 pound weights on each of your shoulders holding you to the ground. The feeling of guilt that you have done something wrong. Telling everyone you're "FINE" because no one would understand the demons you face. It's dark, but it almost feels like home, it's been too long to know what true bliss was like. It's like you're in a box and the walls are caving in, the oxygen getting thinner. Choking, heaving, believing that it'll be okay. Whenever that day would come doesn't seem to be in the near future.--