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(9 October 2016, Birmingham)
Louis looks at the beautiful face , that was once his source of happiness, but now only cause him to feel angst, pain and suffering but most importantly, guilt inside his heart.
All of the thoughts suddenly started to accelerating inside his head. He wanted them to slow so he can breathe but they won't. His breaths come in gasps and he feel like he will black out.
" I'm sorry." Harry says looking down, not even daring to look at him. He doesn't even know why he was apologising , was it because he accidentally met him there or was it because of the unknown reason he caused to make Louis leave him like that. He was clueless.
Hearing his voice, Louis' heart started hammering inside his chest like it belongs to a rabbit running for its skin. Everything around him starts spinning and he tries pull himself together as to make everything slow to something his brain and body can cope with. He feel so sick.
Not a single word uttered from his lips but heavy breathing, as Louis skedaddled from there.
Harry's eyes following his steps and looks him disappearing from his sight and out of the grocery store to get lost into the huge building of the shopping centre. He closed his eyes and as trails of warm, salty liquid rolled down from his eyes and dropped onto the fabric of his blue shirt.
All the beautiful time he experienced a few minutes ago, crashed down into million pieces in front of his eyes as his hope shattered as well.
He wiped his eyes and moved forward, when his turn comes at the checkout counter.
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Louis was sitting on a chair in far behind corner of the food court, hunched down. His face in his hands as he was trying to control his emotions.
Louis felt the panic begin like a cluster of spark plugs in his abdomen, tension grew in his face and limbs. His mind replaying the last attack and when he realized that he was alone now and no one was there to help him, the attack starts to feel stronger. His breathing became more rapid, more shallow. In these moments before his personal hurricane, he understood the need of someone beside him.
Louis decided to call someone, anyone to pick him up from there and make him feel safe but his eyes widened when he realizes that he left his phone back at the hotel, his panic grew in a flash. In seconds he was curled tight in his seat, his only movement the trembling of his limbs and salty tears darkening his sleeves.
Harry was exiting the shopping centre when he saw him. His eyes widened in horror when he realized, what was happening. Louis was having a panic attack, that HE caused.
All he wanted to do was to go to him and hug him to help him through with the pain he was baring right now. But that wasn't possible and wasn't even a good idea as it could increase his panic more. He looks around for someone, anyone who can help him, and he found a woman, maybe in her early 50's, looking at Louis' suspicious behaviour with curious yet soft eyes.
He advanced to the woman and asks,
" Excuse me, Mam could you please help me with something ? It's really important. Please." he begged.
The woman flinched at the sudden voice and turned her head to him. She looked at him suspiciously but still talked to him hesitantly, when she realized that he was just in need of help.
" uh okay, what do you need me to help you with ?"
Harry beams at that and thanked her for a few times before he says,
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Second Chances. (Larry Stylinson) (On Hiatus)
Fanfiction~~ AMNESIA ~~ "Sometimes, we find ourselves by forgetting." They were friends, but not anymore. They were lost, but not anymore. They became lovers, just for one day. Now they were strangers again, with some faded memories.
