15. " I Got Scared."

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This Is The Last Chapter Of This Cycle.

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I Will Look After You

Warning :
Self-harming in the past.

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"She closed the door
She hides behind the face nobody knows
She feels her skin touch the floor
She wants to fight
Her eyes are tired, nobody's on her side
She wants to feel like she did before
She looks into her mirror
Wishing someone could hear her,
so loud
And I need love, to hold me closer
In the night, just enough. "

" Mirrors " by Niall Horan
 

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(13 October 2016, Birmingham)
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After everything that happened in the corridor, Gemma took Louis with him to the hospital cafeteria because he didn't eat anything since the morning, when Liam asked him to go. Gemma asked everything about what happened between him and Harry in the past. Louis explained her whatever he told Harry, but  kept the secret to himself yet again. Gemma tried to coax it out, but Louis told her that if the only person in the world has the right to know about it, it's Harry. And he will tell him whenever the time will come.

When they return to the waiting room, Gemma advised him to go back to his hotel, to get proper rest but Louis straight away declined the idea. He said that he wasn't going to leave Harry alone. Gemma looked at Liam and Calum for help, and after a long lecture of how he should get sleep and food for himself to stay strong and healthy for Harry, Louis finally agreed to go back to their hotel.

And that's how, Louis was now sitting in front of Harry with a bowl of soup in his hand, to tell him about him going back to his hotel for the night. Harry was eating the first bite of soup that Louis just fed him. Louis' eyes never leaving Harry's face for once. Harry might have lost all the baby fat he used to carry on his face, when they were teenagers. But now that Harry was again in the mind set of his teenage years, his expressions were again all excited and jumpy that used to as before. And Louis just can not get enough of that.

" Harry, I need to tell you something." Louis spoke as he brought the spoon next to Harry's mouth. Harry gave him a smile with a nod to continue.

After a few moments of silence, Louis finally stuttered out,  " I - I have to go b-back to my hotel."

Harry, who was looking at Louis with a smile on his face, suddenly became pale. 

"W-what ? B-but why ? Is - is mom trying to stop you from staying here ? Call her, I will fight her. I want you here. I need you here. Please, Louis." Harry's eyes all of a sudden start to water.

Louis started shaking his head immediately to deny it, and put the soup bowl on the side table. He grabbed both sides of Harry's face to make him look in his eyes, when he started to hyperventilate.

" Harry, please calm down. If you want me here, I'm staying here. No one is making me go anywhere. Not your mom or anyone. Please calm down. Look at me and take slow breathe okay. No need to worry about anything. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere."

Louis started to take slow breath himself to demonstrate, Harry to mirror his actions, which kind of work, when he started to calm down. Harry's left hand was holding on to Louis' hand so tightly that Louis could feel it to start getting numb, but he didn't say anything. He knew Harry was afraid.

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