She's Now An Ice Queen (camrenG!p)

Prologue

Dear Camz

People say if  that when you're young , you don't know about love,yet.
That if you feel something its just a puppy love. But not for me,
I've been inlove with you since 1st grade Camila .
Its like a slow motion when you walk out on your mother car.
Right then i love you already.
I know im not pretty im fat , im ugly and im stink sometimes, but i promise to you that i treat you like a princess if you accept my love.
Please don't laugh at me. since 1st grade I've been giving you a chocolates and a letter.
Butt it broke my heart when you only give it to your friends.
I buy it for you so you should be the one who'll eat it.
I was wondering why you hate me so much.
You didn't even accept the gifts i gave to you for your birthday and for Christmas and my letters and chocolates in every Valentine's day. I've saving my money just to buy you chocolates and flowers.
Sometimes i don't buy food so i can save money , so i can buy you a gift. But its hurting me when you didn't even keep it.
I understand that you hate me, but why? I've been good to you.
after 5years my feelings for you became deeper. I don't love you not because you're a muse in our school. I just love you the way you are.
Today is our graduation, we were finally graduating in elementary.
i hope you'll finally read this message. And if you don't  read this , i promise to myself that I'll move on .
i love you but you don't love me.
it hurts like hell. but i what can i do im just an ugly duckling and you you're a swan.
I have a feeling that you won't read this, so im gonna say bye bye in advance, i don't wanna cry.
i wish you all the best Camz , i know you hate that nickname but please just for this letter let me call you camz , For the last time.
I know its gonna be the last time that I'll wrote you a letter, i don't even know if you'll read this, im so stupid , Love makes us stupid.
If you find a love one someday( i know that its not me)
its hurt but its the truth.
I wish that he will love you the way i love you. i know its a he, because you're not gay.
im gonna say uhmm. Thank you , thank you for being my inspiration. Because of you I've been good at school.

Congrats Camila.

Love: Lauren