She's Now An Ice Queen (camrenG!p)

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Camila

Im so embarrassed

gosh i can't believe it really happened....

Did the girls hear us?

I can't believe we did it there, around with our friends.

Lauren...
What are you doing to me..
Its just .. I can't control my body around you.

Just one touch from you then I'll give in.

I didn't plan this to happen..
my plan si to apologize to her..
But this ...
this happens ... jesus please help me
i don't know what to do anymore..

I go to dinah's room..

I really need to calm down, I still feel hot..

I strip all my clothes.. then go to the bathroom.

I feel the cold water touch my skin..

Hmm finally ..

I was about to stop the shower when i feel someone hug me from behind.

I know it was her, I know her smell..
My heart's beat so fast when i feel her kissing my nape..

No no no..

I panicked..

"La- Lauren..... sto -stop..." I moan.

I need to fight it..
I remove her hand from my waist.
I face her ..but i don't look down because i know if i did i will give in again..

"You don't want me?" Lauren  she tried to hold me again but i stop her.

"No... its... not ..  i mean ... i need to talk to you....I know uhhm its ahh... a little awkward to talk while we're here in the shower ... uhmm naked.. but please  i think its the right time to talk to you". I'm shaking, im so nervous . But i need to do this . i need to right my mistake.

She doesn't respond she looked like she's waiting for me to talk..

"I... uhhm  im sorry ..I know I've hurt you,  i was a coward before i only thought about what people will think or say to me.. what will happen to my popularity..   But i regret doing it Lauren.. I wish... that.. if maybe i could turn back the time .. i won't deny you....
I know it's too late.. but please Lauren forgive me for what i did.  please ..
i love you... i still love you" i say while crying

She just look at me.. Like she doesn't care.. 

"You love me?" she asked
I nod
she shakes her head

"If you love me you won't hurt me" she say coldly

"Im sorry. Im a coward im sorry, sorry" i sob

"Do you know what happened to me after you break my heart? I do drugs. I feel like im not...... i feel like no one love me..   I don't eat for days , until one day i woke i was already in the hospital .. im so weak.. but you ... you.."  She look at me in the eyes i can it.. i can see her emotions full of sadness.

its my fault

"Im sorry, please i love you Lauren" I cried

She shakes her head

"no! you don't" she shout's

"Please ... I will do everything just please forgive me."  I say while sobbing

she look at me, i don't know what's her thinking, her face show no emotion.

"Everything?"  Lauren then smirk at me.