She's Now An Ice Queen (camrenG!p)

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5 years ago*

Lauren

Summer is done, today is my first day of school, im finally a high school students yeah im in 7th grade now.

In those past five months I've been crying, Because camila didn't read my letters again.

She throw it away, I expected it, i know she hates me, im so stupid for writing it.

Every night i can't stop thinking about it , it's so hurt. she's my first love.

i love her so much, i know she won't love me back, like who would love me? im ugly and fat.

I promise to myself that I'll stop it if she don't read it.
I guess i should start to move on now.
But Its hurts as fuck.

Today i promise to myself that i won't look or glance at her, i know its impossible, but I'll try my best, maybe we don't belong together, its time for me to love another person, a person who'll love me back.

"Hey, Lauren are you okay? you look sad?" dinah asked while hugging me.

"im okay, just a little head ache, how's your summer?" i asked her when she finally let me go.

"My summer is perfect, we go to my grandparents land and its so perfect there, wish all of  you was there with me tho" She say

" How bout yours?"

"uhhmm mine? well mine is okay, we go to our grandma's mansion " I say while giving her a small smile

" yeah that sounds fantastic"

" Yeah ,i guess" i whispered to myself

"Btw , where's ally and normani?"

I only have 3 friends, Well me being fat and ugly, some don't want to be near with me, im not famous , im just me , people doesn't notice me.
But im glad I've been friends with this 3 girl, they're My Savior, like if someone bully me , they would beat their asses.
Im so grateful that they are my friends.
They also new about my feelings about camila, they will say she's not good to me, but if that's what make's me happy ,then they're okay with it.

We were been bestfriend since 2nd grade. but dinah and I, we've been bestfriend since birth, because her mom is my mom bestfriend, well camila's mom is also our mom Bestfriend but camila don't want to hang out with us because were losers,

"Idk? they hadn't replied my text, yet"
"C'mon let's find them" dinah said

•••••

While walking in the hallway, i noticed the bunch of girl's ,they are jumping and hugging a girl, and that girl is camila, Yeah she's famous so she have so many friends, fake friends.
she's so beautiful in her red dress right now .
I looked away, i know i promise to myself that i will stop it, that I'll move on.
So the first way to move on is to avoid loking at her.

when we were walking i heard her friends whisper " Loser"
I just act as if i don't hear it.

i don't want to have fight in my first day,  I'm glad that dinah didn't hear it. or else there will be war.

Finally we saw normani and ally , they're in the garden ,our spot, yeah we have a spot, its like our meeting place . its so refreshing thats why we like it here .

"Hey ally , Normani, I miss you" i say while hugging them.

"Yeah shorty and mani, i miss you too, Why both of you didn't replies my text? Huh?" dinah say while putting her hand on her hips.

"Well i silent my phone so i didn't notice that you text me, sorry" mani  pout

"me too, sorry dinah, btw i miss you too, come here, give me a hug" ally say while opening her arms for dinah.