A Note

20

Taehyung, 

people often ask me why I work here, with the corpses

I make some times to think myself, searching for explanation

Is it because they keep their mouth shut?

whatever I do, they never complain

or Do I found myself in peace with the silence?

they never judge me or talk shit behind my back

At first, I think about how thin the lines between life and death

asking why alive human being can be so high but will be so low when they die

even we called them it , they dont have value anymore

taehyung,

human born with identity, dignity, materiality

but they die without anything. Just die and end

it's all

nothing else matters

But nowadays, I get different feeling about them

something like-

they must had story before, they had families, friends

they once got their up and down, also all the funny feeling when they were in love

and,

it's not their fault to be died in cruel way or without identity

maybe somewhere, someone cry for them, lost them, pray 

for them in the silence.

I dont know why I turn to be emotional chick

Not to mention it's because of you taehyung.

I just being so emo

dont judge me, taehyung

I want to feel all the emo I want before I die

Especially, with you