Why Me?

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Alexia's POV 

Last night was the best night of my life despite Riley being a horn dog but wow was he big i knew he would be sort of big as he has quite a big build but WOW.  I was trying to get up when i realised he wasnt beside me where is he. He's probably down stairs getting breakfast so i decided to get a shower i stepped out of bed and flopped to the floor great my hips KILL but i plucked up the courage and went in the shower washed my hair with my favourite coconut shampoo and green tea body wash and finished shaving such a pain i wrapped my towel around me and went into my closet and got a simple pair of shorts and a slightly oversized cropped red hoodie with my gold and black geeky glasses with my black vans and stuck my hair up in a messy bun it's that day when i can't be bothered and did simple mascara and lipgloss i was getting my oversized denim jacket when i realized something Rileys joggers weren't in the bottom of the closet anymore in fact none of his things were in my closet accept his denim jacket which i'm going to wear ok that's weird so i turned to go out of my door when i knocked a piece of paper on the floor with my name written on it. I quickly picked it up when i realized it was Riley's handwriting and i opened it and i saw what he had wrote why me?

Dear my angel Alexia,                                                                                                                                                            If you're reading this i am gone last night was the best night of my life please dont resent me for what i'm telling you i'm going away to become a man worthy of your love i will be gone for 2 to 3 years max you will probably know my dad runs a business and he will be retiring soon as he's getting old but please i'm not far away at all i'm always in your heart wait for me so i can wisk you of your feet so we can create a family together. I know your crying now baby girl please don't your eyes are too beautiful to be puffy and red  

well this is all see you soon my little angel never give up and be tight ;p

xxxx

this is it why did he have to go like yes i know that his dad will be retiring but that's not fair i finally got to be with the one i love and he gets taken away by a stupid job but i will wait for him cause you know what i love him and if he true to his word i want to have a family with him too.

Anyway guess i'm all alone as everyone is at friends house and my parents are on their honeymoon doing kinky stuff WAIT WHY AM I THINKING THAT EWW!!!


2 months later

OMG WHYYYYYYYYY is this for real i was in the shower and saw my tampons on the shelf and realized wait im late.... well that's bad but it might just be a iron deficiency yeah right now that i think back i didn't get my period last month omg if i am what i think i am then its his baby the man i love. the man i gave my chasity to the forbidden relationship that happened on the night of my parents wedding. I quickly got dressed in a simple pair of shorts and a slightly oversized cropped red hoodie with my gold and black geeky glasses with my black vans and stuck my hair up in a messy bun it's that day when i can't be bothered and did simple mascara and lipgloss with a oversized denim jacket i got my phone and headed out the door and got in my car when    i suddenly felt sick and dizzy so i took deep breaths and turned on the engine and went to the store and when i got in a wave of nausea came over me so i quickly grabbed a clear blue test and paid for it and went home and rushed to the bathroom and threw my guts up in the toilet .

ten minutes later 

I've took the test and im looking at the test in disbelief i really am pregnant ,what am i going to do... my mother will hate me not like she doesn't already! but luckily i live away from home now so i could hide it but how would i explain to Riley when he comes back 'oh hey how are you as you can see these are your children you left them with me as your parting gift' haha yeah right but i'm keeping this baby and will raise it on my own.

RILEYS POV

It's been two months now and i'm missing her terribly without her at my side i feel like i have a piece of my heart missing but my training went faster then i had thought im 6 months advanced so i can see her sooner i always have the urge to call her but i went to the house the other night to see my father and realized her smell was gone why was she not there has she left me and found another man.... NO stop thinking that way she probably just wanted to get away from her horrid mam sometimes i do question how did a woman as cruel her create such a beautiful and angelic person but i have a slight worry i didn't using protection when i made love to Alexia but i'm sure she was on the pill but if she wasn't i wouldn't be mad at all as she would have conceived our child inside her and i wouldn't leave her if she was but i'm sure she would of told me if she was RIGHT?... yeah she would of then i hear my secretary come in shes your normal blonde bimbo who doesn't know what a shirt with a top button is and she can be pure blonde sometimes leaving things and forgetting things but i know for sure that she is purely flirting she leans over the desk pushing her chest together and she said in her squeaky voice 

"sir here's your paperwork for today and you have a interview at 3 but i can cancel it if you want so you can fix my itch in between my legs" that just made me sick as she just left the room laughing and winking at me i would voluntarily rather drink bleach then put my hands on her yes im not going to lie i am not a angel my dad's line of work is with the black market but Alexia's family is very unknown i have a hunch the dad she buried isn't her real dad as they dont have much resemblance but more than her mam definitely 

OMG GUYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 1.2K READS IT MIGHT NOT SEEM LIKE MUCH BUT ITS MORE THAN I COULD HAVE EVER IMAGINED I WILL TRY TO UPDATE ONCE A WEEK IF I CAN 

LOTS OF LOVE Kaitlyn xxx <3 ;p

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