I want to run away...
Not to a place of sunshine
Or a place of happiness...
Not even a place of contentment
Is what I need...
I want darkness...
I want fog and rain
They mask my pain
I want wind and snow
My pain can't show
Storms and thunder
My demons are dragging me under
Lightning and hail
My demons will prevail
I want to be in the darkest part
Where I fell apart...
I want to be...
In a place of illusion and mystery
A place to calm this insanity
Tick tock...
It's 12 o'clock
I need to head out to the dock
I push through the branches
Unknown to what's beyond the fog
I push further into what I can't see
Everything ahead of me is covered
I'm pushing blindly
I keep going
I'm lost for eternity
In the fog