It's nearly over , The tour. I can't believe how fast time has gone since the first show, and they've all been so incredible. Like, no words can describe. Each show brings something new and each show just seems to get better.
I like how we have done it this time. Small venues with very little VIP tickets. We get to spend much more time with the VIPs now unlike we did before which is good. I like to just stand and chat with them and ask them how they are. And watch their faces light up when I speak to them. I don't know, it makes me feel special.
Ten again it's not just the fans that make me feel special. It's that certain someone called Michael Sutthakorn.
He has 100% turned my life around and right now I couldn't think of anyone better to be with. No one at all. He's completely perfect for me. The way he flicks his hair, the way he talks, the way he gets protective over his pillow and for some reason when I walk up the stairs behind him, the thinks I'm going to murder him so he runs upstairs and hides under the duvet. Yeah. He's not 17 I swear.
Dan is definitely the most perceptive person I've ever met. I don't know how he puts up with me and Michael and our constant, as dan calls it, cuteness. we are always playing with each other's hair, always having tickle fights and always kissing behind George's back.
Granted this week we have been keeping our heads down in front of George. It makes things a whole lot easier if he's not on our backs the while time and I know dan appreciates it.
I feel sorry for dan though. We used to spend so much time together and now it's just me and mike. I wish I could include him but I don't think that would be acceptable with michaels ideas of 'games'...
Hide 'n' seek he calls it. Yeah it's nothing like it. What we have to do, is one of us hides and if the other finds them within 2 minutes, the hider has to do a forfeit.
And mikes Idea of forfeits mostly include stripping , kissing or putting a hand up or down a shirt or ever one time the trousers.
I'm pretty sure he regretted asking me to do that because it was very awkward.***flashback***
"FOUND YOU!" I jump out of my skin as a loud shout and a large person attacks me from the other side of the curtain.
"Hey that's not fair ! I've lost 3 times now!" I protest as I come out from behind the curtain and cross my arms.
Michael looks at me and laughs.
"Well that's your fault. You choose awful places to hide in and they're easy to find!" he laughs as he takes me hand and I reluctantly follow him to the bed.
I look at him as we sit down , him now deep in thought apparently as he puts his head down and has his "I'm thinking" face on.
"What do you wants to do?" I ask him , waiting for me forfeit.
He continues to think before looking directly into my eyes, looking a bit worried and excited for some reason. "I...I want to try something." He says in a barley audible whisper, luckily I heard him.
"And what's that?" I say grinning, expecting him to say something stupid. He looks up at me again and seems to gather up courage as he says to me out loud.
"Ben put your hand down my trousers!" I stared at him with my mouth wide open.
"What?" I ask as he shakes his head.
"Not down my pants just my trousers. Do it....for me?" He looks up at me with begging eyes. I sigh and prepare myself for what was about to happen, not that I expected it to happen. He leans back on his arms and waits for me to continue what I was doing as I aimlessly stared at his legs, not really know what or why I was doing this.
After about a minute of staring I just decided to do it. I un-fisted my hand and put it straight down his trousers.
I feel michael tense up as I reach his 'manly area' , making his shake and me stop moving.
"What now?" I ask him as he lays there and closes his eyes, while I just stare at him. I look down for a split second as no sooner had I done that, I felt him pull my neck and my body down onto him, my hand still in his trousers and now in contact (through pants) with his privets. He starts kissing my neck, in all places until he makes me go weak and I let out a squeak as he smiles.
"Hmm, found your sweet spot..." He muffles at the end as he starts licking (??) and biting at my neck, just under my jaw. I can't move. I can barely breathe. Whatever this boy is doing to me, I like it. I like it so much it's making my hurt in places that are inappropriate. I move my hand that's in his trousers and as I do so I can feels he's obviously hard. This is so awkward yet so....right? I don't know. I don't really care either because at this Moment in time, it's perfect. It doesn't matter about the fans, George or dan. What matters is that right now I could see myself doing stuff to this boy that I never thought I would want to do to anyone, let alone a boy.
I grab his hair with my spare hand as he puts his hand on my chest.
"Shit mike" I breathe out in a whisper as I feel myself needing something more. "Mike I need..." I breathe as he moves his lips to my mouth and starts to lick his lips before pushing them onto mine. "I need...I need to...I need to hurt you in ways I shouldn't" I couldn't find any other way to say it but he knew what I meant. He left off and I put my lips on his neck and started biting and kissing, creating a love bite very quickly. I grab his hair and start to pull as he pulls off my top.
"We...we shouldn't be doing this.." I pant completely breathless but continuing to kiss his neck before moving this his lips.
"But it's so fucking right" he says, making me moan for some reason. I can't even believe this is happening...I just....ugh I need more.
I take my spare hand to grab his wrist and shove him flat on the bed, smirking as much as I can manage. It wasn't about smiling or anything now, I think for both of us it was a pure need to do something. I looked at his eyes as he smiles at me with nothing but lust at this moment.
I had to do something now. This was it, I need this.
I straddle his hips and take off his top, revealing his perfectly toned body and the outline of what soon will be abs.
"Holy fucking shit you're perfect" I whisper as he smiles. That smile. It makes me what to just....
By this time, it was obvious we were both hard as fuck and needed to so something but I don't think either of us are anywhere near ready to go too far.
I take my hand out of his trousers causing him to whimper as my hand brushes against his dick. "Need...want" he breathes out as I lean down and start placing kisses on his chest, starting at the top of his collar bones.
I start of gently, placing kisses, then I travel down a bit farther and start to lick around his body as he pulls and tugs at my hair and whimpers beneath me.
"You like that?" I say to him as he makes a moaning sound when I bite his nipple. He just tugs my hair more and breathes faster. His hips start to arch up but I firmly place then back down and make him wait.
"Not yet" I say as I decide not to let him rule. I'm going to finish this how I want. I push my hips into his more firmly making our crotches press together, not helping the p fact that mine was aching to be let out. But I won't let it, not this time.
I go back and start to get lower and lower down his body, giving it kisses and licks and making him moan.
"Ben." He says loudly. "Ben!"
I look up at him. He's let go of my hair and he's now fisting the duvet covers and leaning his head right back onto the bed.
I have reached the bottom of his tummy. I'm now at the beginning of his crotch but I don't care. I kiss gently along the very top line and start to pull his trousers and pants down a tiny little bit, revealing more skin.
I can now feel his hard touching my chin through the pants. It's making me need more but there's not much more I can do.
Michael was a moaning, and very desperate mess underneath me. "Ben! Keep....keep going." He said, so I lick one side of the area I had kissed which made him squeal.
I couldn't keep up with this. His hips bucked up even more, making me choke on his body.
"I'm sorry. I just...need...you...to..." I panted as I nodded. I couldn't think of anything else to do, so I did what I thought of to first.
I took my hand, and placed it directly into his pants and onto his dick. He fists the duvet over and over again, and bucks his hips up while I lay more kisses on his chest.
"Ben...move" he says.
"W-what?" I pant in reply for the first time in a while.
"P-put your thumb...on...on the top of my-" I didn't need to hear any more. I put my thumb where he wanted it and within seconds, I could feel my hands being covered with liquid.
"Fuck! Ben!" He shouts loudly as I feel myself release at the sound and feel of him doing it too.
He grabs my head, pushes our very sweaty foreheads together and kisses me while trying to breathe. "I just, I-" I pant as he recovers.
"Whatever we just did, I fucking loved it. I fucking love you michael sutthakorn."
"I love you more. No one, I repeat no one, has ever made me feel like that before. That....that is the best thing I've ever felt..."
I don't even bother getting off his lap. I leave my hand in his pants, and lay down on top of him.
"You make me feel like I'm worth something. You make me feel like I can do something right. With the noises you were making....you made me feel like I could finally do something." I say before kissing his forehead. He smiles up at me, nearly recovered.
"You are worth absolutely everything to me." He says before adding. "By the way, next time, it's my turn to make you make those noises." He says and smirks at me, before rolling over so he was on top, and resting his head on my chest.
"I love you" he said.
I smile before shutting my eyes. "I love you too."A/N: SHIT IVE NEVER WRITTEN ANYTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE AND I WASNT MEANT TO I JUST GOT CARRIED AWAY SO PLEASE DONT HATE ME but shit that was hot omg. If you don't like it then you probably shouldn't read this any more because I found that fun to write which means I'll do it more haha.
Ben if you're reading this then please know that I ship you and mike so hard now omg. But it's just a story, I know you don't actually do this but if you did then holy shit it's hot.
Yeah. Sorry about spelling mistakes etc. Comment what you think. This is a very important chapter :)
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FanficBen And Michael, the least expected couple in the band M.A.D. But behind closed doors a lot of stuff goes on. Will this cute couple come out to the fans? And will Dan's jealousy ruin their relationship?Read to find out :)