Shawn Mendes - Imagines

This Time Of The Month

It's dark outside although I cancelled the aftershow party. I could not be any longer away from her.
It kind of broke my heart to leave her this afternoon. She seemed so helpless. The pain in her face by every move she made killed me from the inside.
I first thought I was too harsh last night but she said that it is the every month routine like it was the most normal thing in the world.

Y/N is the strongest person I know.

I open the door and go directly to the bed. I am so glad that we got a hotel for tonight.
She does not notice that I arrived because she is sleeping.
That is one of the most precious views in life.
She cuddles with the blanket and is wearing one of the jerseys I almost get at every show. Her curly hair is tied in a messy bun.
I kiss her pale cheek. Her mouth moves like she is about to smile but she does not open her eyes.
I see her phone blinking. She did not open my message I sent her after the Q&A. I filmed a video with the fans saying "Get well soon". I thought that would make her smile a bit.

I lay next to her and stroke her cheek. Even sick and kind of weak she looks enchanting.
"Hello baby."
I start speaking to her because I can not just look at her and do nothing.
"The show was different without you. I missed kissing you in my break between the Meet and Greet and the Q&A and seeing you partying in the crowd while the show."
She moves. A little smile goes on her lips and she slowly opens her beautiful eyes.
"I missed seeing your huge smile while performing."
Her voice sounds exhausted.
"Are you feeling any better?"
"It is fine. Just the normal stuff."
I can see it hurts but she still pretends like it is nothing.

"Should I make you a hot-water bottle? I called my mom and she said that could help you."
"Oh Shawn, you are so sweet. I love you."
Her eyes illuminate and the smile does not look weak anymore.
"I love you too. I am going to get a bottle for you and check your phone."
I give her a tempting smile and turn around.
"Why should I check it?"
"Maybe there is a message or something."
I shrug my shoulders like I do not know anything. Y/N slowly picks up her phone but does not let me out of her sight. She opens our chat and starts playing the video.
"Oh my gosh, Shawn! That is so so sweet!"
The smile is more beautiful than I imagined it to be. What did I do to deserve this beauty and her big heart?
"Anything for you, my love."
I bend down to kiss her smiling lips. And then I finally go out to get the most precious girl being a water bottle.