Marvin's Room |G.D|

Two

I see her name "Sahar 💕"
"Fuck it." i say to myself
I press the call button and hear the ring until I hear her voice, the voice I've missed and hadn't heard in months
"Hello?"

"He isn't good to you." I tell her

"Excuse me?"

"Fuck him, he doesn't love you like I love you."

"Grayson, are you drunk right now?"

"I'm just saying you can do better"

"Grayson, you're drunk. Go back to your party."

"No wait. Why did you pick up?"
She sighs as an answer

"You picked up so I know he's not around."

"I miss you" I say before she can answer.

"Grayson, you left me."
She's right but what she doesn't know is me leaving her is the worst choice I've ever made

"Can you just listen to me? I've had too many drinks I know, but I'm just saying the truth... I don't like my lifestyle Sahar, it's not for me, I hook up with different women every week to try to talk my mind off you...but I can't. I pay everything for them and I don't know why I do, maybe the feeling of buying stuff for them like I did for you? But it's not the same when I spoiled you"

"Grayson, I don't really know why you bother to call me, you know I've moved on."

"That's the thing Sahar, that's what kills me, you've moved on a-and I can't. I physically cant." I say and my voice cracks

"Please don't cry, just-"

"No Sahar, you don't understand. I miss the feeling of us being together, us holding hands,kissing, your laughs. Everything about you I love, Sahar."

"Just please go back to your party, goodbye Grayson."

She hung up, I'm lucky that she even picked up

I need someone to put this weight on

One week later
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