Depression/Broken thoughts (a letter for you)

I'm Hopeless

I'm broken. im broken with my thoughts. I want to die. depression hits me. It's so embarassing.

Everytime i turn the music on, all of them are comely. but meaningless for me. nobody can't understand me.
i just feel like the're just dragging me away from them. just like a rag.

It's okay if they judge me, But not like I'm near to them. please if you judge me. don't make me hear from it. making me feel so weak, tearing me apart.

i kep't trying to move on. forgetting all the past. but i can't do it. I'm tired. to make myself happy.

I'm sorry, for all the people that I've hurt the most. I'm nothing, i know. I don't have friends. I'm invisible to them. All of them are killing me.

I'm sad always, regretting the things.
I want to die. please. i want to die. i want to die. I'm hopeless.