More Than Friends(Jacksepticeye x reader)

Chapter 21 ~Why Me~

I think it may not be the last few chapters, I have new ideas! I honestly come up with the story as I go along, but base it around a topic, the topic is the title. If you don't know that already, also don't steal my content if you want to write a fanfiction. Also, today was my brother's birthday, okay its 10:04 PM rn, let's see how long it takes. ANYWAY, hello everybody, my name's Smol_Bean87 and WELCOME BACK to ANOTHER chapter!

-Y/n's POV-

I pit in my earbuds and listened to some music.

F/n yawned and nudged my shoulder. "We have half an hour left," she said sleepily. "You can sleep in the car," I said yawning.

We got off the plane.  I was talking with Alex's mother about what being a youtuber is like. "I mean, I get all this fame..but its, like I don't get to meet my fans that often or see and talk to them personally... I'm not a person who takes all the greed and gives nothing back, I get fan mail and I ha e community  activities. Yet I still don't feel I can thank my fans enough..." I told her, "Sorry if I'm trailing off." "No, no, its okay, I completely understand what your saying," Alex's mom said.

  "I don't think I've told you but my name's Blaire, and if you can believe it I'm only 23, I had Alex when I was 15..." She told me. "Wow, well, maybe we could talk sometime," I smiled to her. "Oh, of course," Blaire told me. We exchanged numbers. "Sorry, I gotta go, I need to get a taxi," she said. "Okay, bye Blaire! Bye Alex!" I said, smiling. "Bye," Blaire smiled. "Bye!" Alex said jumping.

"Y/n, I found the boys," I heard f/n giggle. I turned around and smiled. There they where.... Surrounded by a crowd. I rolled my eyes. "Okay, let's go help them," I said. I tugged on Sam's leash and we went over to the boy's.

"Sean! Jack! Mark! Pewds!" All sorts of squeals could be heard. "Can I get you autograph! Omg! Can I get a selfie!" Some people squealed. I walked up to the boys. They smiled at me, I was good at chasing away crowds.

  "Okay people if you went to pax then you already got this stuff, also.... Piss off, nobody wants to be surrounded by people, dogs don't like being crowded either," I said, pointing to Sam. 

"What's a little puppy gonna do?" One girl said. "Fuck off you slut," another said. "Oh my god I can't believe they hang out with a loser like you!" Another girl said. "Oh my god your so ugly, just go kill yourself!" More girls started saying. I was holding back tears.

"Don't say stuff you know isn't true to make you feel better about yourself!" Sean said in his Irish accent. "Yeah! Just because your jealous doesn't give you the right to say stuff like that about my sister!" Marl yelled. "Don't talk bad about other people! If you do then your worse than that person!" Felix yelled. "Y/n is smart, beautiful, talented and MANY other good things! You don't know her like I do! You don't... Love her, like I do," Sean said. I was now crying.

"Aww, is the little bitch crying?" One girl yelled. That's it. I picked up Sam and ran, ran towards the exits doors. "Y/n! Wait!" I heard Sean, Mark, f/n, and Felix yell.

I sat outside with Sam, crying. I wanted to die... I can't stand the torture any longer. When Mark left my mom started calling me things like worthless, stupid, ugly, and saying that I'm good for nothing. At that point I had actually cut myself. When my mom found out she beat me. I got teased at school for my cutting. I was tortured... I wanted to die... F/n had helped me then, she always stuck by me, no matter what.

I was sitting outside in the cold crying, my face felt like ice. Sam started licking my face. I smiled and hugged him close to my chest. He whimpered as to tell me, 'everything will be okay. ' I grimmer but kept crying.

After about a minute f/n bursted out the doors, calling my name. I sniffled and she ran over to me. "Y/n oh god we were worried sick," she said hugging me. I hugged her back. "Y/n I want you to promise me something," f/n said. I nodded and sniffled. She hugged me tighter. "Promise me," she began to choke on her words, "that no matter how bad the torture... Promise me you won't kill yourself... Like my brother did. She began to cry. I hugged her tightly.

"I promise," I whispered.

Omg I'm crying 😭😭... Now goodbye all you lovely people, hope you liked this chapter, if you did PUNCH that like button in the face LIKE A BOSS! And hopefully I will see all you people, IN THE NEXT CHAPTER! (Different outro 😏)