More Than Friends(Jacksepticeye x reader)

Chapter 22 ~Scars~

Okay, a few things to start off, first....100 veiws! It may not seem like a lot but it is to me^-^  Okay, second, sorry I haven't been updating on schedule, school started back and I'll try my hardest. Thank you up everyone who enjoys/likes my story, it means a lot. Third, oh god I love chibi jacksepticeye! Okay last, I would've updated yesterday but I left my phone on the bus. Okay anyway, HELLO everybody my name's Smol_Bean87 and WELCOME BACK to ANOTHER chapter! Hope you've been enjoying it so far! Now lets get on with the story!

-Y/n's POV-

"I promise," I whispered.

I felt f/n relax a bit. Sam whimpered and I sat back against the building. I smiled at  him.

"I'll text the boys and tell them I found you," she said, pulling out her phone. "Okay, I'm ready to go home," I smiled.

-Mark's POV-

I got a text from F/n. "F/n found her, they're outside by the entrance," I said. Before I could do anything else Sean dashed off in that direction.

"Aww, he's in love," Felix chuckled. "Don't judge the guy, I remember your first crush," I teased, as we dashed off after Sean. "Don't bring up Ally," Felix sighed. "Alright, just don't tease Sean, he's never loved someone like this," I smiled, "Hey, you'll find your love one day." "I hope so," he sighed.

-Y/n's POV-

Me and f/n sat against the wall. I was hugging Sam. "F/n? I'm... Sorry. It was honestly kind of stupid to run..." I sighed. "No, Y/n, you were just fine to run away, I would've too if I was you," she responded with a weak smile. I smiled and we both looked at the stars.

"You can't see them clearly here," I said sadly. "Yeah, I love stargazing," I she said. "They're beautiful nevertheless," I smiled. Sam licked my chin and I giggled. "Stop it boy," I giggled.

"Y/n!" Sean said, and ran over to us. "Oh god, y/n, don't run away again, I was so worried," he sighed relived. "Sean, I'm sorry..." I said. "Hey, its okay... I just dont like seeing you hurt," Sean sighed. 

"Sean! Y/n! F/n!" Mark yelled confused. "Over here!" F/n said and he turned to face us. He nudged Felix and they ran over to us. "Oh god, y/n in sorry," Mark sighed. "Its okay, but I'm ready to go home," I said and Sam barked, "Sam too." Mark smiled and said, "Then we should get on our way."

We got in our car and drove home. Sean looked out the window, distraught. I nudged his shoulder and he showed me his good arm. Scars. He didn't look me in the eyes. Instead, tears began to form in his. I leaned on his shoulder and he held his arm close to him. 

We got home and I got Sam. F/n said she'd bring in our luggage. I followed Sean inside. "Sean, why," was all I could manage. "I... I didn't want to... But, I ha e problems of cyber bully... Like bad... Every.... Fucking...Day. I'm tired of it... I... I want to die, the cuts are nothing," he said looking down, tears forming in his eyes.

"Sean," I said and walked over to him. "Don't leave me... I have a hard enough life, I can't lose another loved one..." I told him. He looked at me. "I've cut before, in my younger years. Around the time Mark left. Before, him and f/n where keeping me from suicide. When Mark left my mom called me worthless, and good for nothing. I couldn't take it, I had scars up and down my arms..."

Y/n's Flash back (Age 12 a month after Mark left)

I was walking through the halls, it was a normal day, except for the constant bullying. It was break, almost time for 7th period. I went to go get a drink out of the machine. "Hey loser, give me your dollar," a boy said sternly. I looked at him. "That's wasn't a question, now give me the money!" He said. "No, its mine!" I told him. He reached for it and I dogged.

Just then the principal walked over, she new me as a trouble maker. "What is going on here!" She said. "Y/n stole my money!" The boy said. "Y/n! Give James back his money, or your suspended!" She said. "But-" I started. "No buts, now young lady! Your record is bad enough!" She said. I gave James my dollar. "Thank you," she smiled and walked away.

I  began go cry. "Oh come on dumbass, why don't you go cut yourself? Or better yet, kill yourself, nobody likes you. Then only like your brother and try to get to him through you!" James said to me. I ran to my next class and whipped away my tears.

When I got home I cut cuss words all over my thighs. I took a shower and washed the blood off. Then I texted f/n, and Mark and told them what happened.

-End of flashback-

"Wow, y/n," Sean said. "I said that all didn't I?" I asked. "Yeah, I-I'm sorry... I didn't know..." Sean said. He came over and hugged me. I hugged back. He let go and so did I we stepped back. "Oh god I feel stupid now," Sean chuckled awkwardly. "Why?"  I asked. "I cut and I'm a grown man," he smiled weakly and put his hand over his eyes. "Hey, you had reason," I smiled. "Not one good enough for me," He sighed. "Okay, please let's stop talking about this," I said.

"Okay," Sean said, smiling.

So, I feel bad... I made the main characters suicidal. *Sigh* Well not much to say I guess. Now, goodbye all you lovely people, if you like this chapter, PUNCH that like button in the face, LIKE A BOSSS! Highfives all around, Good bye and I will see all you people in the next chapter!