They say we're just kids, but when I'm with you, I see the future—our future. I'm present in both future, present, and past. I see the past and how you could fix it. I see me when I'm young. I see me with you when I'm grown and taking care of a family. I am grown, but at the same time, I am young. You see because when I am with you, I live in a place where time doesn't exist. A place where the past, present, and future all meet one another and meld together. And every moment that passes feels like an eternity, yet my time spent with you still goes by too fast. When I am with you, I live in a place of paradox. A place where I am invincible yet vulnerable, omnipotent yet powerless, strong but weak. You see girl you make my head spin, but make me see clearly at the same time. You put my feet on the ground and my head in the clouds. You put my heart back together piece by piece, but break it apart simultaneously. You're a riddle that I've solved, but still don't have the answer too. This world, this paradox that I live in, how could I ever forget it? How could I ever move on? Even when you're gone, even when we part ways, I will continue to live in this world in which you have put me. And no matter what girl that comes into my life after you, when I look them I will only see your eyes, your smile, your light. The light of the first lady I ever truly fell for. I will be in love, but with who? The woman standing in front of me or the woman of the smile that I see? Is this what it means to move on? Or is this just what it means to live in my world? A world which I love and hate. A world that brings both pleasure and pain. A world that brings forth both joy and sorrow simultaneously. A world in which time doesn't exist where the past, present, and future meld together to create a picture that is so clear it must be real. A world I have lived in from the moment I met you. A world of paradox, where there is only one thing I know for sure—the fact that I love you.
