Super Lovers [ Down the hill ]

Broken 💔

Ren's POV:   After 7 whole hours we were allowed to go see Haru. I called Shima and Aki because I don't think I could be able to handle it alone.
When the doctor came out I rushed in leaving Aki and Shima behind to talk to the doctor. I was right beside Haru knowing that because of his last accident he might not survive this one. Aki and Shima came in to see Haru as well. I don't cry often but right know no one seems to be able to hold back their emotions. We had only half an hour for visiting.
Nurse: "I am sorry but its time to leave!"
Aki&Shime: "Yes ofcourse."
Ren: " NO I AM NOT GOING TO LEAVE HIS SIDE UNTIL HE IS FULLY HEALED!"

Then after some time Aki and Shima pulled me out with force while I was screaming Haru's name. At home it was silent, nobody even tried to smile cause they knew they wouldn't be able to smile. Thats part of why I love Haru so much. He went through so much but still he is able to smile every time even when others can't. The day was horrible I contacted Kiri about what happened but that's all I did. I killed the time sleeping, crying or sniffing Harus clothes. At night I slept in Harus room without Tanuki so I can only smell Haru.
Its been 3 days now and still nothing everyday I wake up I try to grab harus arm and hug im but then I always remember that he isn't here.
Aki: "Ey Ren, come out already Tanuki wants to go in!"
Ren:"Don't let him in, he will ruin Harus smell."
Aki:"..."
I only come out of the room when we go to see Haru, but every time I am being dragged out because I am not able to leave him.

After a week I started to go to school but I skipped a lot of classes to see Haru every day. I was never so sad in my life. The man I thought was cruel because he was always too nice to me  is now laying in a hospital bed and I couldn't do anything to save him in time, in case I didn't even try I was just standing like an idiot.