Super Lovers [ Down the hill ]

Just Brothers

Harus POV:
As soon as I made sure no one saw me, I started sobbing and slowly, but surely running in a random direction. Why would Ren do this? I thought we were in love? I thougt, was this really all I was? Someone who you replace after being 'away' for some time? Was I just a toy? I was ripped out of my awful thoughts when someone tapped my shoulder, I turned around. "Natsou?" My eyes went wide after I realized that I still had tears in my eyes and down my cheeks. I turned around and wiped my eyes, put on a fake smile and asked: "Hey, how are you?" He seemed confused but then answered:     "I am completely fine, but you are surely not." My smile faded which seemed to make his suspicions seem correct. "Come you can tell me everything at my house." He didn't even give me time to answer because he took my hand and pulled me in a different direction, I guessed in the direction of his house. When we arrived he sat down on his surprisingly clean couch and said one single word: "Spill." At this point I didn't care how pathetic or broken I looked, or who I was telling the whole story to, I just wanted to get it off my chest so I did as he told me to and explained everything. "Haru....If you want you can sleep here today since I dont think you want to go back for a while." He said while hugging me, I just nodded and burried my face deeper into his chest. It may have been awkward at first but after like 10 minutes I started falling asleep in his arms. I guess crying too much CAN be tiring. With this thought I fell fully asleep.

Ren POV:
I still couldn't believe what just happened, did I really just lose Haru? Did I really betray him while not even being fucking conscious?! I am a horrible horrible human being. I am not even searching for him! I am just crying over something that was 100% my fault!  An hour later I heard Shima open the door "Hey Haru just texted, he said he won't be home for a while." He said. "WHAT I HAVE TO APOLOGIZE, i have to!" I didn't think he heard me since he left the room as soon as he delivered the massage that in my opinion meant 'I don't want to see you Ren' I dont blame him though, I blame myself for not saying no to Petra or not searching for him or for getting him in that come in the first place. I don't deserve to have him as a love-no as a brother, he is never going to forgive me! At that moment I started crying even harder, and making my way to 'our' room. I took one of his shirts and tried to calm down, but his scent just seemed to make it worse. The scent was sweet, probably sweeter than before. I slowly cried myself to sleep. In the morning I reached for Harus hand, but no one was there. Why did I even think he would come back after what I did? I went to the kitchen but the sweet scent of the breakfast Haru used to make wasnt there, the good mood he always made seemed to be replaced by sadness and betrayal. I decided that I will talk to Petra about this, and hopefully end everything. I met up with her behind a building with a really low amount of people. When I saw her she was dressed way too elegant for this, did she think this was a date? "Hey Ren! So where are we going?" She asked WAY too happily. "I just wanted to talk about this....About us." Then her smile seemed to get wider and she ran away happily? What the hell? How am I supposed to break up?! And what did she even think I was going to say if she was this happy?

Harus POV:
As I woke up I could feel a figure next to me, which made me wonder, WHERE AM I!? Honestly, I was scared to turn over and look so somehow That jumping up like a madman would, would help me. Just as I did that I saw who was there, I mean this wasn't the worst person it could be. He woke up and said a somehow angry sounding 'Good morning'. "Good morning to you too, sooo not a morning person?" He just glared daggers at me then left the room, probably to go shower or something. Only when he left came the memories of yesterday back, how I cried in his arms, how I told him about, well, Ren. I will ask him what I should do, honestly he can give me a better answer than I can myself. My 'answer' was to try talking to him about it, but like hell I will! He didn't seem minding that I caught him, he is probably relieved that I am gone. Tears starting to well up in my eyes again. After like 2 minutes I started crying, hard. Then I heard the shower stop, I tried to stop crying but I just couldn't, I just couldn't take any of this. He came rushing in, in a TOWEL. I didn't really care, but didn't mind it either. Even if I am not romanticly attracted to him, he looks good. But that didn't seem to help my crying. He came over and hugged me again, while sitting on the couch. He didn't say anything, but he didn't even have to since I started calming down. "hey Natsou?" I asked. He looked at me and nodded. "what should I do?" He kept thinking for a while but finally answered. "You should stay here for a week, then I will walk you home and stay that day to make sure you are ok. And DONT start acting weird around Ren, act as if he was only your brother." I just nodded. I mean I guess he is only my brother, nothing more nothing less.

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I hate writing on a phone!!! Ugh, well again the song probably doesn' match with the content as much but hey! It has DEKU on it AND I like it. What could be better?
So byeee!