I Will Stand By You

Stand By Me

~Changbin's p.o.v~

Gaming with the others wasn't as bad as I thought. By the end I had a half asleep maknae on my back. Jisung was trying to beat up Minho with the pillow from Felix's bed.

"You two! Use your own pillow!" Woojin laughed, "give it to Changbin. I bet he'd love it."

"What does th-"

I was cut off by Jisung throwing Felix's pillow at me. Woojin and Hyunjin kept making jokes about me and the youngest Aussie. Jeongin was now rolling around on the floor crying from laughter.

"I-I bet he's gonna smell it!" the maknae managed to say before laughing again.

"Oh my God! I can imagine that!" Seungmin sniggered behind us.

"I'm not gonna fucking smell it!" I snapped making the others laugh even more.

"I ship it! Changlix for life!" Jisung cheered.

None of us realised until Chan laughed that him and Felix were stood at the door. While the others turned to face them, I did the opposite.

"Erm... Anyway, Jisung, Changbin, could I borrow you two for a few minutes?" leader hyung asked.

I didn't even get chance to open my mouth before Jisung dragged me out. On the way to the studio Chan tried to start a pleasant conversation. The key word being 'tried'.

"So what do you think about Felix then?" He asked me.

Here we go. Again.

"He's a great friend. Probably my best friend. No offence to you two of course."

"Aww. Is that it?" Whined Jisung. "I really want changlix to be real."

"This is bullying. Tell him to stop bullying me."

"I ain't bulling ya!"

Chan just smiled. "You two... behave... or at least try to."

Both of us let out deep groans in annoyance. We annoy each other. It's just our way of bonding. It's like brothers are. He'll annoy me so I'll annoy him back. Sometimes Chan gets involved too.

"I need advice though..." I looked to the floor. I didn't like asking for help or advice but sometimes there's nothing else to do.

"Yeah?" The two said in unison.

"Felix wants me to go the the funeral in Australia with him. I don't know what to do."

Jisung stopped for a second. You could almost read what was going through his head. I don't think I'd ever seen him think so much. "Chan could teach you English so you could go and surprise him!"

"Learning another language is easier said than done." Chan sighed. I'm pretty such he knows two fluently and a little bit of Chinese and a little Japanese. "But I will try teach you if you want me to."

"It would also mean Felix would be more comfortable around the dorm too." Jisung hummed and skipped a head.

I thought for a while. That did seem like the best idea although it would be difficult. "What do you think, Chan?"

"Jisung does have a point. Learning English would definitely have its perks."

And that was how the rest of the day went. Instead of working on a new song, Chan attempted to teach me some English. Jisung sat in the back corner of the room and had his headphones on. I think he already knew a lot of English. Chan wrote something on a piece of paper, showed Jisung then laid it down on the table.

"What does that say?" The oldest English speaker smiled.

Oh shit. What the fuck does it say?

"Ermm.... I w-want... fud?"

"Sooo close! Food. The last words pronounced food." Jisung squealed.

Jesus christ. I slammed my head down against the table and sighed. This is impossible. "Fuck... me...."

"Nah mate. We'll let Felix do that." Chan hyung smirked. Why? Just why do dis to meh.

After around two hours the other two finally managed to teach me something.

"Finally!" The little ball of sunshine clapped. "Same time tomorrow?"

"Wait what? oh right..." Chris/Chan/Leader/God/Hyung, whatever we call him now, sighed. "Yup. You are learning faster than I expected. At this rate you'll be fluent in no time."

"I can't wait for Felix to find out!" Jisung fangirled. "Ship it! Changlix for life!"

Chan grabbed his jacket from the chair and stuffed some paper in his pocket. "Oh and if you ever need more help I'm pretty sure BamBam, Mark and Jackson would happily be of service."

Jisung stared blankly at the door. Chan must have read him like a book because at the slightest mention of food Jisung was dragging us half way down the corridor. He practically pushed us into the dorm and forced Chan to cook.

It looked like most of the others weren't there. Felix and Seungmin were in the room they shared with Jisung, playing monopoly. Neither of them saw me walk in so I silently sat on Jisung's bed and watched the rather intense game. Barely any words were shared between the two. You could've heard a mosquito....

Nevermind. It's just Felix trying to make Seungmin laugh...

To be honest, I was really jealous of Seungmin and Jisung. I mean they get to wake him up every morning and see his hair all messy and hear his rough voice.... Damn he's so hot...

I mean not in a gay way. I'm not gay. I don't think. I just like guys.... But not in a gay way. No. I'm straight as can be...

"Food!!!" Jisung screamed and almost kicked the door down. "Changbin, why my bed..?"

Only then did Felix and Seungmin notice me. Seungmin looked at me, obviously confused about how I got there. Felix just gave me a genuine smile.

"Why didn't you say something, hyung?"