I Will Stand By You

Film night

~Felix's p.o.v~

"W-well you two were playing your game and I didn't wanna interrupt you." Changbinnie Hyung mumbled.

Seungmin nagged about something to him but I didn't really catch what. I was too busy drowning in thoughts. Thoughts that I shouldn't have had. Thoughts about what the older member could do to me. What I almost wanted him to do to me.

Wait no. It's time to stop. Just dab it all away.

So being me I stopped the conversation and dabbed. The look Seungmin gave me suggested I was going to die. "I'm gonna give you ten seconds to think about what you've done."

I just smiled and went into the kitchen. Chan was slaving over the cooker. Chicken. He was cooking chicken and it smelt brilliant.

"Hey." Chris beamed.

"Hiya!"

"What's up with you?"

Oh I just keep having dirty thoughts about my best friend. You? That is what I was not gonna say. I thought about it but decided against it.

"Nothing. Just kinda worried about going back to Australia..."

He pulled me into a tight hug. "Of course you are. It'll be okay..."

He held me for a while. Until the door swung open.

"AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!" Well Minho's back.

"Shut up, Hyung!" And so was Jeongin.

All I could hear after was a loud crash followed by Jisung's whining. "I'm okay!"

"No one asked." Minho commented.

Chan pulled away from the hug to sort the others out. "You lot sit down! I've almost finished cooking."

We managed to settle down on the sofa for a good hour or two. Everything was calm until the Woojin and Hyunjin came back. Woojin had bought a large chocolate cake and put it on the kitchen side. Hyunjin came and sat himself between myself and Jeongin.

"Should we watch a horror film?" Seungmin proposed.

"Yeah boii!" I chanted.

I could already hear Chan's girly screams. He denies being scared and says he 'just likes to avoid them'. That's bullshit. He's terrified of them.

Changbin left my side to find a decent film. As soon as he left the room felt empty even with the others here. He was the only hope I was holding onto. I mean I love the other members just as much but there's just something about Changbin that made everything okay, even with the different times.

"You okay, Felix?" the maknae asked, gently tapping my shoulder from behind me.

"Y-Yeah." I mumbled, "I'm f-fine."

Moments later Changbin came back in with a film. Sinister I think. He pushed himself in between me and Hyunjin. Anyone would think that he hates the others being near me.

"I'm just gonna go see Bambam. You boys have fun..." Our leader mumbled.