𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒; 𝙹𝙰𝙳𝙴 𝙻𝙰𝙽𝙳𝚉𝙰𝙰𝚃

Missing

Months came
and months went.

I felt exhausted,
tired,
sad.

It was like I was suffocating,
like I couldn't breathe,
like walls were caving in on me.

I was giving up
and I'm sorry
because I gave up on everyone else as well.

I miss myself
I miss smiling
I miss being happy
I miss loving you

I miss loving anything that isn't sleep
I miss being me