Race × reader imagines

Race × chubby!reader

So for this first one I decided to do a Chubby! Reader cause I though it would be nice. Warning: some self depreciating thoughts but not too bad. Also fluff v v cute

     I quickly pull on a shirt of mine, soon finding that it doesn't fit. Recently my shirts haven't been fitting. My eyes fill with tears as I try another, and it too doesn't fit.

"God... Why am I gaining so much weight?" I say with tears spilling over.

   I sigh and dig through my clothes finally finding a shirt that fits. I quickly run out of the lodge being extremely late. Due to my crying and not being able to find something that fits. I quickly run up to the end of the line to bye papes. Tears still staining my face. I don't talk to any of the boys as I get my papers. I'm one the two that is actually nice to Wiesel. He looks at me with the slightest concern in his voice as he whispers to me asking if I'm alright. I just nod my head grabbing my papers.

"Hey (Y/N)!" I hear Race call to me. I panic and quickly walk to my selling spot ignoring his calls. I can not talk to him like this I think to myself. 

  I go through the day as normal selling a few more papes than usual, and some how getting a bit more money. I slowly walk back to the lodge not wanting to be there but not wanting to go out. As I approach I sigh. As soon as I get inside I go straight for my bunk trying not to get into any conversations.

"Hey (Y/N)! Can I talk to you upstairs?" I hear someone say. I turn and see it's Race.

"Sure things." I say and follow him up the stairs to our bunks.

Once I get up to my bunk I just put my things on my bed and turn. I see Race putting his things on his bunk. Once he's done he turns to me and walks over.

"So I wanted to talk to you about this morning." He says.

"Oh." I say quietly with a scared face.

"Why'd you ignore me?" He asks taking another step towards me.  I take a small step back.

"Um.. I was in a... In a... Um I was... Was " I try to stutter out a coherent sentence, while Race continues to take steps forward and I continue to take steps back until I hit the frame of them bed.

"Can you tell me why you were crying? I was worried all day." He asks me a moment after I sit down.

"Recently my shirts haven't been fitting.... And I guess I've been getting self conscious about it. I guess I thought it would make you think I'm ugly. That's also why I was late today." I tell him looking down at the floor. I feel the bed dip next to me, looking over I see Race sitting there.

"(Y/N)... " He says grabbing my hands "just because you may be gaining some weight doesn't mean I will ever stop loving you." He tells me.

I look up at him in shock.

"You you love me?" I ask. I hear him scoff lightly.

"Of course I do. How could I not? You are so pretty and... I can't put it into words how much I love you!"  He says sincerely. Tears start to fill my eyes as he hugs me.

"Thank you... So much Race." I say.

"Anthony..." He whispers. I look to him confused. He clears his throat and says "you can call me Anthony... That's my real name." He tells me. I nod and smile.

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Wow I feel like that was extremely cliche. I hope you liked it though! Also please give me some time so to write DM here or on my Instagram!(if you're here from there)