My demons

My suicide plan

The thought I hate,

But it also love,

Sounds so great right now.

I'm ready to leave,

I've said my goodbyes,

The only thing I wish that could save me, it's nothing....I just want to be dead!

But I don't want you to feel the guilt.

Or feel sad!

It's not your fault.

I'd be leaving soon anyway.

So just say goodbye,

And move on in life.

I'm gone now

Gone for good!

Sorry I had to leave like this,

I asked so many times

For you to kill me now,

But I guess you never heard.

So I'll take the pills,

And take that knife

And slide it across the vein.

Deeper and deeper

On my wrist, then maybe even slice my throat,

And if I'm still living after that,

Down the safe I'll sneak,

Grab the gun,

Hold it tight.

Place it to my temple.

And pull the trigger.

And now I'm gone!

When you get home,

You'll find me there,

Lying in a puddle of blood sorry about the stain, sorry you had to find me like that.

It wasn't your fault.

There's nothing you could've of done.

I'm gone now,

Move on in life.

Please don't cry one tear.

Well why would you anyway?

No one ever cared.

No one cared to get me the right help, no one will miss me, NO ONE!

So I'm gone and you better believe it. Don't you dare cry a tear!

Cuz I know it's a lie.