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Sometimes, I just wanna run on an endless road until my heart will stop beating due to scarcity of air and my muscle will cramp wherein I can see myself slowly stepping the stairs to death. By that, I can run away from eternal torment and live freely.

I just miss my childhood days, how I wish I can go back there and lived forever. I miss those times when I was just a little kid innocent of knowing the true nature of life.

But no, things will constantly change unnoticeably

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But no, things will constantly change unnoticeably. I didn't even notice that I am now standing at the cliff of my mind choosing between two killer decisions: to continue life or to end it by jumping to death. I am scared, I am drowned.

Who would have thought that a little innocent kid on the past will be slowly choked by life problems now. I never expected that I will experience being submerged into the ocean of pain, being hurt by falling from the skyscraper of failure, and being flogged by the reality of life. I am slowly becoming numb. Callus started developing all over my body. I hate this sh*t, this prompted me to halt my breath. But If ever I do this, I will surely be longing for my mom's soothing voice singing lullabies, I will miss everything this world has to offer and I will surely miss how the world immured me by so much problems.

How I wish I will go back to becoming a stardust flewn all over the universe and never experienced the hellish things of life

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How I wish I will go back to becoming a stardust flewn all over the universe and never experienced the hellish things of life. Sometimes, I just wanna be a well-crafted artwork safeguarded with a hefty glass on a museum wherein no one can touch and hurt.

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