leave me alone!

chapter 4: Friends and only friends ♥

I woke up hanging half way off the bed. I opened my eyes and the curtains where wide open. I heard a voice mumbling in my closet. I turned my head and Katrese was in my closet. my new dark purple dress was on my bed and the black wedges converse where on the dresser. she couldn't wait to get me ready for this party, could she.

I said good morning to katrese.

"good morning, uh...Mathew called while you where sleep and said that him and his mom are coming to pick you up at about 7:30."

"OK" I replied, I walked downstairs and smelled no breakfast. I looked in the fridge for any more of the cinnamon rolls, no luck. the fridge was practically empty. I just took the last of the grapes that where in the bag.

it was already 12 in the afternoon, I slept late. the doorbell rang and I walked towards the door. I opened the door to reveal Mathew.

"hay." he said and just walked in my house uninvited.

"hay, sure you can come in."

I walked to the couch in the living room knowing he would follow and he did  . I sat down at the end seat towards the couch arm. Mathew really was following me and it kind of creeped me out, he sat so close to me I could feel his heart beat threw his thigh that was touching

I pretended like I didn't notice because this isn't what we usually do as friends."...so," I said.

"is there any particular reason to why your hear?"

"should it matter,my presence is a blessing and it doesn't need a reason." at first he looked serious, then he plastered the most fakest smile on his face and lost it real quickly.

"no seriously why are you here?" I asked for real.

he looked at me like I was some kind of filthy vermin that shouldn't be speaking. I frowned at him waiting for an answer that never came.

"is there something wrong? did I do something to you do you have a problem with me?"

he got up and walked to the door. "do you want me to leave?"

"I want you to tell me what's wrong with you!"

"nothing is wrong. its not you...its just..." he started.

"what?."

"its nothing, its not a big deal at all, don't worry about it, really" then he at back down next to me n smiled and put his hand on my thigh.

this was getting weird, to weird for me to stand it. I stood up from the couch and stood in front of the TV facing Mathew.

"what are you doing!"

"nothing...I...," he shuddered not knowing what he was doing either. I looked at him waiting for an answer.

"its embarrassing considering your my best friend, I have no experience with girls,..i-i I just don't want to look stupid in front of Maddie at the party."

"I don't get what your trying to say...what does this have to do with me and our friendship."

"I've been just imagining you where Maddie and that being rude thing was because of just some family businesses that I don't want to talk about."

"you know Mathew there's nothing wrong with asking for advise about girls,I'm one you know, but there is something wrong with what your doing with me to get experience...were friends and only friends! were older now."---------------------------------------

sorry its a short chapter and its kind of an important chapter but not the most important. just to let you know this isn't a true story...this never happened to me ---I'm black this would go a different way if it was me...LOL!!! comment some ideas for the story but not like the main idea and plot, I already have that figured out.