Mending The Scarred Diamond (GEM Series #1)

Chapter 6:

Chapter 6:The Monthsary Deal
by:miss_infinityqueen

TANYA'S POV

He kissed me,and I kissed him back.I followed the rythm in his kiss.He kissed me gently as if Im about to break.He ended the kiss and made an eye-to-eye contact to me.He stared me deeply like reading my whole personality.

I looked away when I feel something's awkward.Omo!Did I just kissed him back?!?What the-so awkward...

"I g-gotta g-go..."-I said and excused myself to leave

He just nodded and went inside his car.I think he's gonna go home to get some rest.So I started to walk through my next class.

As usual,eveyone greeted me and I did the same.My next class will start soon so I hurriedly walked through the classroom.

FAST FORWARD

I sat next to Kia.Kia was busy talking to Draven.Hmp!Can't they just control themselves?Hey!Im here!Can't they wait till dismissal?!?

Badtrip!How can I concentrate in the class if these two flirting?!?Grr...

"You're just jealous!"-said by my stupid heart

Im not that stupid to listen on what my heart says.Because if you listen to what your feelings says,you'll end up HURT!You get my point?

There's a time and place for everything.Everything can wait in a right time and place.So dont push yourself harder.Just chill and go with the flow...

Some people say,"You're loving with the wrong person,but in the right time"But I say,"You're loving the right person but in the wrong timing".In love there is no right nor wrong person its just that the timing is wrong.It can be late or advance.Love is always right BUT it depends on how an individual handle it because some are just TOO MUCH!Like TOO MUCH that can destroy you!

So to prevent that thing,I will try my best to just dont mind and control.I have to keep this stupid feeling to prevent unnecessary happenings like what people say,"Its better to be safe than sorry".

"Class dismissed!"-our teacher announced

My classmates cheerfully went out while here I am,feeling so depressed because I didnt learn any lesson because of these two.Wait,where's Corrine?

I looked around to see if Corrine is present.And there she is,sitting in Draven's seat.Really?!?Even Corrine just let them flirt while the teacher is discussing.

I just rolled my eyes realizing how OA I am because of them. I dont care what they want to do!I dont need them!

I went outside the classroom.I didnt mind them.From now on,I'll try to act as my usual self.I'll act as if the people around me doesn't matter at all.

"Heyow!"-Ryan greeted me

"Really Ryan?Cant you fuckin' shut your mouth?!?"-I screamed

"Babe,God gave me an awesome mouth!Why not make use to it right?"-Ryan

"Whatever!What do you want?"-I asked him straightly

"Corrine told me that meet her or should I say,them at the canteen..."-he answered

"Okay fine!Just get out of my sight."-I said

"See you later babe!"-he said then waved goodbye

I appreciated Ryan's presence today (for the first time!).Thanks to him,I feel my usual self is building up again.This is a good start right?

But what that jerk said makes me pissed.What does Corrine want with me?

So I went to the canteen and composed myself to act as normal as I can.I have to do this for the sake of my pride and ego.Thats the only thing owned by myself.

AT THE CANTEEN

I finally arrived at the canteen.I looked everywhere and saw Draven,Corrine,and Kia waving at my direction.Hmp!Another time with them feels like torture!Come on!Give me a break!

I sat beside Corrine who's facing Kia and Draven's chair.Corrine volunteered herself to get our orders so me,Draven and Kia was left in the table.A few minutes later,Kia excused herself to go to the comfort room.I just nodded while Draven kissed her.

Really?This is PDA!!!Grr...Tanya pull yourself!Act normal...*breath in* *breath out*

"So...."-Draven

I just stared at him blankly.I tried my best to remain calm.I looked at him and saw him trying to compose something to say.

"I uhm-need your help!"-he said

I just stared him confusingly.What now?

"I need you to help me surprise Kia on our monthsary..."-he said

"Huh?Why me?Why not Corrine?"-I asked

"Do I really need to answer that?"-he asked

I just stared at him.

"Fine!I prefer you than Corrine cuz' Corrine's super scary.Geez!Can you please help me?Pretty please?"-he pleaded

I saw Kia walking towards our direction.Aish!What to do?!?Im panicking here!

"Okay fine!"-I agreed

I dont know why I agreed to him.Is it because of adrenaline rush or is it because of what I feel?

Aish!Like I said,you should try to NOT follow your feelings because you'll end up being dumped but even though how much we remind ourselves,we cant control it.At the end of the day,we always end up hurt.Thats how love works...

Love doesn't only consists of heart beats,butterflies,rainbows and unicorns but it also consist of HURTING.Thats the cycle of love...

And Im afraid of that thing, call me a scaredy cat but I'll do my best to control now but what did I just do earlier?!?Ghaaaaad!Help me.....

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Sorry guys for the short update.Im really sorry because Im so sleepy.You wanna know why?Because all night I was busy thinking what to write in this chapter.Plus,I didnt slept at my house because I have a lot of duties to do.

So at exactly 888 words,I ended this chapter.Dont forget to vote and comment for your reactions and questions and I will try my best to reply.

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