I can explain- A Matthew Espinosa fanfic

Time to go

Yay! We left the house about an hour after I woke up. I tried falling back asleep but I'm pretty sure that's physically impossible! My smile only grew wider and my scars started to fade. I was 1 week cut-free and super proud of myself. I kept my promise and everything was fading away. The scars still showed but I had a different view on them now.

After 1 hour in he car, we stopped to eat. Taco Bell was where we stopped. My heart felt different. I felt a connection with the boys. I could feel myself getting closer, and closer, until I was finally there. After eating, we were back on the rode.

We got there at around 6:30. The first thing we did was check into the hotel. We put all of our stuff down and headed out for dinner. Me and mom only went to go pick up the food and stuff, McDonalds. As we stepped in the car, me and my momma actually started talking.

(G/race| S/helly)

S-" So are you excited for the BoyFest next month?"

G-"Mom, it's called MAGcon!"

S-"Oh hahahaha!"

G-"That's a first though! BoyFest."

S-"Whoops! But are you excited?"

G-"Am I excited? I'm beyond excited, more than beyond actually."

S-"Good! I downed about 400 bucks on those tickets!"

G-"It'll be worth it. I feel it."

S-"awesome"

I had a feeling that it be worth all the worth all the money. Something just told me something great was going to happen. I still had about a month until Magcon actually was, but it was going to be amazing!

Every day, I counted off the number. We were at 13 days left. We just did some sight seeing everyday and had some lazy days. Honestly, we didn't do much at all. Lazy as could be, to be honest. There isn't much to see in this part of Oregon.

We were now down to 5 days until Magcon. We continued doing nothing and nothing crazy really happened at all! The day was going just fine until something really bad happened.

I was laying in bed and I got this really bad cramp in my side. The pain started getting worse and worse as the day went by. I felt nauseous, so I rushed to the bathroom. My mom asked if I was okay but I was afraid if I opened my mouth I would explode.

I started puking. My mom took me to the hospital because I was constantly barfing. They hooked me up to a bunch of machines and filtered my blood. After about 2 hours they finally came out with the diagnoses. I was only expecting it to be the stomach flu or something, but it turned out to be cancer.

Stomach cancer to be exact. I bursted out crying the second they told me. How was I suppose to go to Magcon? I couldn't now. This waiting was all for nothing. It was now 2 days until Magcon, but it didn't matter now. I can't go. I started crying even more. My mom told me she was going to call Bart and see if they could work something out.

It felt hopeless. It was now 8:30 at night so I decided to get some sleep. I couldn't sleep. I checked my phone. I got on Twitter and checked the boys. "So great to be in Oregon! Magcon in 2 days. Pretty excited" that was Nash's tweet. Matts was "Oregon weather is great! Magcon in a couple days! Can't wait☀️" I teared up at the fact I was going to miss it.

Magcon is tomorrow. My mom said to just wait because everything was going to be okay and that I would meet them. She wouldn't tell me how. I was positive that was impossible, should I believe her? I don't know anymore.

**A/N** I don't even know why I'm doing this to myself. I have all this planned out now and it's going to be AMAZING, I promise you! I hope you like this chapter and continue reading! Thanks for the views and votes! Love- Megan💋