HEARTS AS ONE.

[LISA] Flashback

"Stop! You're doing it wrong again!" our dance teacher yelled.

"But teacher! We have been doing this for over three hours and I think that all of us are doing well." Jisoo unnie complained.

"Stop complaining specially your role in the group is just to sing and look pretty. Remember you're also a reason why the four of you can't perfect a choreo." our dance teacher snapped which made Jisoo unnie look down on her feet, preventing herself from crying.

"That's to much. Please don't talk to Jisoo unnie like that." Chaeyoung pleaded as she looked at Jisoo unnie with worry evident in her eyes.

I envy you Jisoo unnie. Chaeyoung actually cares for you. But me? All she wants for me is to die.

I tried hard not to cry as they all tended to Jisoo unnie but everytime I cry because they are always disappointed everytime I fail to hit their expectations in my vocals all they do is just pretend that I'm not there. I could even tell that Chaeyoung is trying her best not to laugh out loud.

But inspite that. I still loved her. Because she's my bestfriend.

I could even make her wish come true.

And that's to die.

"Why can't the three of you just be like Lisa?! She perfects every dance performance by just swaying her body!" our dance teacher yelled angrily. "Today's practice is done. I expect that your all patched up tomorrow." she said and stormed out of the room.

I was just standing away from the three of them. I don't know what to do. Because I know that they will just push me away.

Then Jennie unnie glared at me. I stepped back because of fear. I know she'll yell at me again. Blame me. Misunderstand me.

"You're so stupid. I can't believe that our teacher believed your lies. Your always the best." she said about to have a break down. "Lisa's the best! She's amazing! She should have just deuted as a solo artist because it's like she's the face of the group not Jisoo! She's a better rapper than Jennie! She's the best dancer!" she said sarcastically as she rolled her eyes. "You think you're the best? Well your vocals sucks!" she screamed and pulled Chaeyoung and Jisoo unnie out of the room with her.

She's left alone in the room tears streaming down her cheeks. It's always like this. They never let me explain because they believed everything that Chaeyoung told them.

I cried hard and thought of what Jennie unnie told me. It hurts. It hurts so bad that I don't know if I can take this pain any longer.

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I cried as the flashback ran through my mind. I don't even know why the pain keeps on following me. For pete's sake I'm dead why can't these pain give me a little respect.

Me as a ghost and not being seen by people I wondered around. I also went to places I wanted to visit aroud here in Korea I wasn't able to vusit before.

I'm currently sitting alone outside the hospital where I've been brought to before I completely lost my life. It's night time so only a few people are here to visit.

I stood up to go inside the hospital but someone caught my attention. Chaeyoung's soul.

She was crying while staring at me. I wasn't able to move. I almost forgot that she's in coma.

She ran to me and hugged me. She hugged me real tight as she cried in my shoulder. I hugged her back and rubbed her back not caring about the people that walked right through us.

"I'm sorry Lisa! I couldn't control my feelings! I envied you! I--!" I cut her of before she could even finish.

"It's okay Chae. I love you. I understand why you did it. I forgive you." I told her and then looked at her face.

I pulled her with me taking her inside the hospital. I brought her in her room and we walked right through the door.

I faced her and she seemed confused. I smiled at her and gestured her body.

"No Lisa! I can't leave you! I've done so much to you and I want to make it up to you..." she said and held my hands.

"As much as I want you to stay with me you can't. You've got to wake up. Besides. I promised Jisoo unnie that you're going to wake up." I said and smiled.

"Thank you Lalis." she whispered and went to her body.

I smiled and turned aroud to leave. I can't watch her. I will just get jealous since I can't live any more.

"I love you Chaeyoung. So, so much." I whispered and left the hospital.

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