Fix My Heart (Souda x reader) [COMPLETED]

~I kinda really like her~

Souda POV

I chisel at my workshop.

"This always helps me calm down. Me, sparks, and no (Y/N)." I run my hand through my hair, tying my jacket into my waist a putting on my safety hazard gloves.

"Do I like her?" I say my thoughts out loud, taking a break and using a file to sharpen my teeth a little.

"No way, she'll be with Yuta in the blink of an eye. I never had a chance with her even when we were kids. He always showed me up . . ."

I got her a daisy.

He got her a dozen roses.

I gave her a limited edition book that she always she wanted.

He brought the author of the book.

"I wish . . . I could get over h-OW!" I jab myself accidentally with the file. The tip of my finger bleeds a little as immediately put it in my mouth.

I sit in silence staring at my file, alone in my workshop "Pathetic. . ." A voice mutters. I swish around, no one's there.

"Over here, Pepsi-kun." I twist my head back around and there's Yuta, sitting on my workshop table.

I jump back 20 feet.

"What? Never seen anyone as hot as me before?" He smirks, picking a cigarette from his pocket. "You . . . smoke?" I question.

"Well not yet. What am 15-16 right now?" He answers lighting one.

This definitely was Yuta, but older. Taller and better than me in every way.

"This is another illusion, gosh I'm going crazy!" I turn around ruffling my head. "Whether it is or not. . . " He gets up and whisks in front of me. "The problem remains the same."

I flinch backing up.

"You like (Y/N) and you're too much of chicken to admit it." I blush harder, tightening up my fists. "I-I don't like he-" I try to say strongly then stopped by a gust a smoke he blew at me.

"Cough-Cough Hey!-Cough."I sputter raising a hand over my nose.

"I don't appreciate liars." He says sternly, glaring at me. "I-I." I release my hands. "I'm in love with (Y/N)." He frowns for a split second before spinning around.

"That took some time, didn't it." He mumbles.

It's silent for a second, but immediatly broken as he turns around again.

"Now for the second step, kid. You've got to tell her how you feel tomorrow. It's Thursday tomorrow. I'm planning to confess to her this Friday. So you've only got one day."

I falter.

"But, she doesn't like me! I'll get rejecte-" "WELL IT'S BETTER THAN NOT TRYING AT ALL."

He cuts me off with a loud yell. I can't speak, my anxieties filling up my heart like a pool of despair. Then something clicks in my mind and is out of my mouth before I can think.

"Don't you like her too? . . ." I clamp my mouth shut as soon as the words leave my mouth. Another silence, but instead the tension builds up and thickens by the seconds.

I feel like he could kill me at any seconds. He was at least 1 and a half feet taller than me, I probably couldn't take him. Maybe I could grab a wrench and- "It just didn't work out." He mumbles.

"Huh?" I say out of surprise.

"I . . . don't know why. . . You're so . . . Aren't I . . ." He whispers to himself clutching his packet of cigarettes. He straightens up. "Yeah, I love her Souda. "

My eyes widen.

'S-souda. . . My name.'

"I love her so much, that I want to kill you right now. Maybe if you never met her, it could've been. . . No. . . JUST CONFESS TO HER." I'm silent, biting my tongue back, feeling the hopelessness spilling out of him.

He turns around and is the first time, I ever see a genuine, sincere look from Yuta.

"I want to see her smile again." I can't help but, nod. "See you later, Pepsi-kun." He bends his knees to match my height. "What are you-" There's a puff of smoke that escapes his lips making me cough and cough until. . .

"Uh?" I wake up. I'm laying on the workshop table, drooling slightly over my creation.

"Mmf." I wipe my mouth and sniff the air. ". . ." I sniff again. " If I just woke up, then why do I still smell smoke." I shift my eyes to the kitchen.

Immediatly I dash towards it. 'This place cannot burn down!' I yell in my mind. I jump through the doors.

"Sorry, Souda. I tried cooking again and . . .  it really didn't work out." (Y/N) giggles at me, with a smile.

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Sorry for the wait! This chapter was kind of weird. Anyway, I hope you enjoy

And hopefully Souda isn't going crazy lol.

See you next update.

-Anime-Obsessed