I should be happy for them.
I should wish them good luck, offer words of encouragement and congratulate them for their success.
But why can't I?
I find it so hard to be happy for them.
I can't be happy for others knowing that I am not happy myself.
Life is so unfair.
Why do good things happen to others?
Why do people get what they don't deserve?
Life is so unfair.
I can't do anything about it.
Life is just so fúcking unfair.
When am I gonna get my share of anything good?
It's so tiring to deal with heartbreak and failures.
I'm so tired of pretending that it didn't hurt.
That I will soon be okay.
That I will heal myself.
That I can try again.
Because frankly,
I can't.
I don't want.
I'm tired.
