Japan felt like forever ago. I went to Logan's hotel and we talked about everything I forgave him and we hugged. It felt so good to be back in his arms. We had to go back to la I wasn't excited I love japan and we had to leave. Once we got back I saw Lydia and Evan we haven't seen them in so long.
After we tried to keep it on the down low I went on a lot runs with Logan because that's how we both clear our head. I also hit a volleyball against a wall but that gets ride of how mad I am.
Logan didn't vlog for weeks it felt so weird like we were normal people. I went grocery shopping with Lydia. It was nice to talk someone else. I was so bored because Logan wasn't vlogging so I started to plan our wedding.
I found a really good wedding planner and she started to talk to Logan and I about what we want. Logan said "I want to go somewhere exotic like Italy for our wedding." I say "we can do that on our honeymoon babe, what if we did somewhere close to your family like in Ohio. On a farm" "I want it to be special" Logan whined. "I want it to be simple" we turn to the wedding planner who looked confused "can you find something in ohio that's special and simple." I say.
Logan whose is going to be your best man. "Definitely Jake whose going to be your maid of honor" "Lydia" I say okay he said I want my my grooms men to be "Evan, Mark George, Brendan" Logan said "I want my brides mates to be Ayla, Liza, Judy and Tessa"
Logan smiles "were finally getting married" a small smile creeps onto my face "we're getting married" I whisper.
We finally decided the location and had to ask everyone to be part of our wedding. I texted all of my friends to meet up for brunch in a few days. I was so even starting making the invites.
We decided the date would be April 22. So we had time to decide everything all the little details. While I was making the invite Logan was upstairs I finished and I wanted to make sure he liked it so I called "LOGAN CAN YOU COME HERE SWEETIE" he didn't yell back to I walked up stairs.
The door was closed which was strange. "Logan" I whisper I creak the door open and I see Logan red eyes and tears on his cheeks he was looking at his computer in the corner. My eyes started to water.
"Logan...... baby can I come in" I whisper this time he heard me and he nodded. I walked in and sat on the ground next to him. "What happened baby" his voice was raspy and sound tired. "They... They took everything" he stuttered. "What did they take baby" I say with a voice so quiet. "My foursome show the Thinning is on hold and I'm not google preferred I know I made a mistake but if I could take it back and redo it I would" he looked at me with sad eyes I felt a single tear fall from my eye onto my cheek. Logan looked shocked he has never seen me cry only my eyes water but no tears.
Logan laid his head on my shoulder "thank you for supporting me" he said quietly "of course your my fiancé my best friend and my true love I will support you through any mistake as long as you know it was a mistake" I whisper. "This is why I love you" he said.
We eventually feel asleep in the corner of our room. I was hungry so I went downstairs to get a snack. I threw so pizza rolls into the oven and watched YouTube while I waited. Even if Logan didn't post I still watched all my favorite people the Dolan twins, Liza Koshy, David Dobrik and Shane Dawson.
I laughed as Shane was yelling about I don't even know but I started to laugh. Then I heard beeeeeeppppp oh my pizza rolls I get them out of the oven and start to eat them.
I hear a groan "can I have some" I smile "of course Logie" I turn around and I see Logan's messed up hair and tear stained cheeks. I put my hand through his hair "are you better now" I say. "Yes I have had time to think and I think I might start vlogging soon" " well I'm happy for you Logs but remember you need to be more mature this time." " yeah I'm going to more serious in these first new vlogs".
We both went back to bed and cuddled in our bed.
The next day Logan was up before me which was kind of weird. He left a note next to the bed.
Good morning beautiful I just went for a run I will be back soon can you pancakes please I love you- logie
I smiled and got dressed ⬇️
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I went downstairs and I start to make the pancakes and once I finished a sweaty Logan burst through the door "hey babe" he walked over by me and wrapped his hands around my waist. "I don't mean to ruin this but you stink go take a shower" he laughed and kissed me cheek and ran up the stairs. And took a shower.
Once I finished the pancakes Evan walked out of his room and yawned "those smell so good" I giggle "thanks" he grabbed a plate and started to eat. Brendan then came down "can I have some, Grace they smell so good" "yeah of course" I answer.
Then Logan came down and grabbed a plate and started to shove it all in his face. "It's so good thank you baby" he said "no problem babe" I say. I then eat and wash the dishes.
Then go see what Logan's doing I go upstairs and Logan's in the bathroom saying into the mirror "you can do it you can do it" I start to giggle "Logan honey what are you doing" I say. "I'm going to cut my hair" he said confidently. "Woah really" I say impressed "yes I'm going to do it.... Grace can you come with me" "yes of course let's go" I say excited.
We go into the yeti and leave. Once we get to the barber Logan sits down and he decides how he wants it. Then says "Grace what about like this" he showed me how short. "That looks good" I say "fiancé approves so we're good to go" Logan says to the barber I laugh.
"I'm going to miss this mop" I say putting my fingers through his hair for the last time. I then sit down and wait.
Once Logan was done I went to see "woah" my jaw dropped. I put my hands around his neck "the mop was cute but you look like an adult now". "I love it I needed to let go of my past so I had to let go of the hair." he said
We went home and picked up McDonalds on the way back. The rest of the day was lazy for me but I know Logan was starting to plan something.
A/N I miss Logan so much he is my source of happiness.....
