In front of me

The Date

Briar

Don't you ever have those days when you just feel lost? Those days when you just see everything that's wrong with you? That happened to me that morning, I woke up feeling terrible, is incredible how one word can break you, and no, no one is "bullying" me is just that there's some days when you remember something that marks you, in my case I remember that day... it was a few months ago, one of my closest friends got mad at me and she made me feel like the shittiest person in the world and it bothered me again yesterday in a dream, everything she said, everything she did, just the way she acted around me, all of those things came back just like the feeling of being lost, being alone, I know, I have my parents, my sister, other friends, but it amazes me how one person that you thought you could trust in everything just make you feel like anything. I was in my bed crying a little because of the feeling.I'm not craving for attention, I just want to feel protected. I don't need anyone to feel sorry for me, I know I'm strong, I handle it back then, I can handle it now. I wiped away the couple tears that came out and went to do my routine, get a shower, change clothes, make up, shoes, hair, easy. But then, shoot! My date with Myles! How could I forgot? What time is it?! 10:12 am...okay... I have a few more minutes to make a better effort in my look.

Myles

I woke up feeling incredibly happy, today is the day, my date with B, I'm so excited even tho we just saw each other last night. I was getting dressed, when I look out of my window and saw her doing her make up. She looked gorgeous is actually 10: 26 I should be going to her fort but I tap in my window for her to hear the noise, she turn around and saw me, with a small smile on her face.
Myles: Morning!
Briar: Morning M.
Myles: You're ready?
Briar: Sure, Ill go get my purse see you down stairs.
And with that she left and I went running down stairs, told my mom I was going out for brunch and grab the flowers I bought early in the morning for her. I got to Briar'a front door and ring the door bell. She answered the door with a little smile, I smile to her but I knew something was wrong.

Myles: Shall we?
Briar: We shall.
I took her hand and we start walking down road to see where we can go to eat, while we were walking she was looking at the floor and it makes me wonder what was happening, I mean she looked so happy and excited yesterday. We end up in a little cafe/restaurant and sit by the window.

Myles: Are you okay?

Briar

Great! We just start the date and he already notice I feel weird today, I honestly didn't mean this to happen, the last thing that I want is for him to feel like I don't want this, because I do want this, I like him so much that I need to be honest with him.

Briar: Not at all...
Myles: Does it bother you the date? Maybe we should wait more, I understand if you want to go I guess...
Briar: NO! No it not that Mylo, I just have a bad day, and it's not because of this, I just have a bad dream and it keeps bothering me, I'm sorry.
Myles: I mean it's okay if you don't want this.
Briar: I do a lot actually -I smile widely at him blushing like crazy-
Myles: Me too, but what bothers you?

I told him the whole story that I already told you. ( A/N: didn't want to keep it long)

Myles: Briar you're amazing okay? You're the best person I've ever known and I met you a few days ago, your beautiful, kind, smart, funny, talented and just incredible B. Trust me.

It's amazing as I said the person that you trust in everything make you feel like anything but in Myles' case the person that I know in anything makes me feel like everything, and that's the most special thing he could ever do to me.

Briar: Thank you Mylo - I just got up and hug him, already knowing I never want to let go.-

{A/N: I feel like this is SO bad. Sorry😂... Also maybe you notice the new cover well here it is again}