Sunday, January 7, 2018

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Today started as an okay day for me as the usual I ate and went to my room I wish my would spend more time with me than my stepdad..all she ever thinks about is him. when they argue that's the only time she spends time with me my stepdad is a total jerk he calls me lazy! how can you call someone lazy but everytime when you bring food from the fridge you won't put it back.. this small rant won't do me any good but get this off my mind but I just hope 2018 is a good year for me and ill test my luck tomorrow is Monday so I'm hoping it'll be short I don't wanna see anyone ill just do the ' new year new me tryout ' All I ever hope for when I die is a second life so I can do everything again born fresh and not do the mistakes I made the friends I lost over things I did not break relationships not hurting others who I love all this weight I carried over the years caused me depressed at such a young age.. And I didn't mean weight human weight but the weight of the past and regrets. I hate having to have such negativity at a young age I wish I was more innocent I didn't like cussing or being disrespectful towards teachers and fighting all I ever wanted to do was impress them But the Waukegan school Glenwood elementary that's where it all started hell.those teachers are clueless of what the students are doing stealing, cussing, dating, fighting I wish I never went there as a child as children we were meant to be playing outside not acting like highschoolers not dating not fighting each other because of a boy/girl.

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