Holding the feelings in...

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Your pov
I stood there not knowing what to do. How to feel...
I seen how he made her smile and laugh and it honestly made me sick.
Yeah yeah you can call me selfish but for real she's not the girl for Jacob
"Hey y/n"
Blake said coming over wrapping his arm around me
"Hey"
"What's wrong"
I didn't say anything.. I just got up from my seat and walked away
I kept all my feelings inside and that's what gets me hurt but I would rather be hurt by that then for me not to have Jacob in my life
What hurts me the most is Ashley (Jacobs girlfriend) was my best friend.. or so I thought
Once she started dating Jacob she became a complete stranger to me. It was like someone took the sweet Ashley and traded it in for the devil
She told me that if I tried coming in between her and Jacob that she would tell Jacob how I felt and make sure Jacob never talked to me again.
I've only talked to one person about this and that's Loren aka Loren gray
She told me to talk to Jacob about it but jacobs never gonna believe me so I just let it go
"Y/n?" I heard Jacob at the door
I quickly wipe my tears with my sweater and open the door revealing worried Jacob
"What."
"Woah what's wrong with you"
"Nothing, it's always gonna be nothing"
"Talk to me" Jacob said as he walked in the room closing the door
"No I'm fine"
"Your not fine I know y-"
"NO YOU DONT, you could care less about me"
"Wth is wrong with you"
"If you only knew"
"THEN TELL ME"
"JACOB DO YOU NOT REALIZE I CANT. IF I SAY A WORD WERE DONE AND IM A GONNER"
"Who said that to you? Who threatened you"
"It doesn't matter, you won't choose me no matter who it is so just stop bothering." I said walking over to my bed, wrapping myself in covers
I heard Jacob walk over to my bed and get under the covers
"y/n talk to me.... please"
I broke down not knowing what to do
"I'm scared Jacob, I can't loose you"
"You will never loose me"
"That's what all my friends have said and look now I only have you"
"And you always will, so please talk to me"
I sat up along with Jacob
"Ok. First I uh Ashley is the person that is threatening me.. she told me to stay away from you and if I didn't that she would make sure you wouldn't talk to me again"
I showed him some of the text from Ashley and I and he was shocked
"Why would she say all this to you"
"I. She uh"
"Just tell me"
"I uh like you. Like how she likes you and I have for a while... I know you probably hate me but plea-" Jacob cut me off by kissing me
"Omg you have no idea how long I have waited for you to tell me that"
"What about her?"
"I'll take care of her..."
Jacobs pov
After I kissed y/n I knew what I had to do. I wasn't 100% on this but fuck it
"Ashley"
I yelled while y/n was standing with Blake
"Oh hey babe"
"Don't call me babe"
"What?" She said confused
"First off why the hell would you think you would get away with it?"
I finished saying that and Ashley immediately looks over to y/n
"You little cunt"
She said to y/n running over to her trying her best to fight y/n but failed Bc Blake was there
"Blake move, I wanna beat her ass" y/n said as she pushed Blake out of the way
I never knew how Ashley treated y/n...
If I ever got the chance to change everything I would have been with her sooner. Ashley used her for me. I knew I didn't have the same feelings for Ashley as I did for y/n, anyone would know that.
"BLAKE IF YOU DONT MOVE IL-"
"What are you gonna do nothing" Ashley said making y/n's fave turn even more red then it was before.
Y/n's pov
I looked at Blake with the death glare, he knew how I felt and knew that if he didn't let go of me then I was going to hurt him not realizing it.
"Oh you don't want to know"
"Come on y/n come on, you want me to tell Jacob your secret?"
She said with an evil grin on her face
"Oh you think I'm scared of you? Look" I calmed down and Blake let me go, I walked over to Jacob and kissed him, leaving her and everyone shocked.
"Now I suggest if you don't want to get your ass handed to you then leave"
"If you don't leave your self then I'll get someone to take you" Jacob said with a smile
"Whatever Jacob, I was using you for clout anyway your just a wanna be" I looked at Jacob and seen even tho he tried to hide it, that comment hurt his feelings... a lot
Ashley was waking in the hallway leading herself to her room
"Hey Ashley..."
I said
"Wh-"
Before she could finish I hit her with everything in me, prob not the best decision but hey
"How's that for clout?"
I said as I walked back to Jacob with a smile on my face and with the boy I love💕

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