Skarlet Love

Heart break

Living is a lie
staring the pain I cry
I see them laughing
I'm deep in thought
Breaking down piece by piece
Nobody knows how I feel desist
Dead inside the world broken
Trying to hide the fear I'm hoping
All of it I wish I was cloaking
Living a lie people hoaxing
But yet the pain will never be real
Very few know what it's like to feel
Tearing at my heart it's extreme
Living a truth is what I dream
The twist of agony undoing the seam
From the life I run and hide
Returning to it wish I would've pulled the trigger and died
Smiling fake trying to live good
If there was a better way I would
Hoping to be numb
From the things they display
Avoid forget don't remember what they say
The drugs don't help
Neither does the knife
The pain is bad I push through life
There is one spark it's a blur
but it only happens when I'm with her
I take a look whenever a chance
Looks happy and good always at first glance
But I know the truths deep inside she fells the same as what I hide